Moving On Anyways

Flashback Part 1

So here I am in fucking English. I like this class but I don't like Sarah. Yes this dumb ass is in my class. The last thing, the last person I need to see, be around, share the same air, hear, and even look at is Sarah Tulsa. Why is her name even Tulsa? She has to have a middle name because their is no way Sarah Tulsa is he actual name. I know I sound mean but when you really don't like someone, you hate and make fun on every little thing. I do hate that I do that but I'm lucky it's only her I do that too. 

"Class, someone stole the class hamster!" Mrs. Holland says, "Who has the hamster?" The class goes silent. "Okay than we will have test thus Thursday". 

"Awww!" The class says in angry and sadness.

"And I see Ms. Noels decided to join us again! Aubrey! How was your extremely long break?"

"It was okay." I say in an awkward voice but a straight face. 

"How's your brother doing?" She leads over.

"He's doing just fine." I say more confident.

"It must have been sad for you and him losing the people you love. Now you guys only got each other." I wish she didn't say that. No one really knows why I left. They all think it's because... you know what? I'll you that later. "Me and my son lost his father and it was hard. Now he just has a step father and only if you had step parents you can feel love from another-"

"Mrs. Holland your over sharing!" I sink into my seat after saying this. From the corner of my eye Sarah's dumb ass is laughing. 

"Oops sorry!" She stands straight looking sad but happy at the same time. "I'm just happy your back with us and finally ready to set free into a new book were reading called The Train To Martin." 

Mrs. Holland walks to her desk and opens a cabinet. She pulls out books. I guess that's the one were reading I thought. She starts to hand out each and every one of them. When she gives mine she smiles, I looked away. 

"Aubrey?" Sarah whispers but I'm ignoring her because who wants to be talking to her anyway. "Aubrey!" Her whispers get louder. "Yo dumb ass!" Okay now I want to punch he in the face. 

I turn around forcefully ready to hit her but I remember we were in class no my fist couldn't hit her face. Meaning I had lowered it because I shouldn't be hitting someone in school. But I really wanted to. 

"What?" I said.

"Do you have a pencil?" She asked and even put a pout on her face. A POUT!

"No I do not have a pencil." I turn back around.

"Jeez, I was just asking."

"Jeez, I don't care." 

Mrs Holland starts opening her book. "If my book is opened, your should be too," she says but only half the class had open books. "I said open those books!" Everyone opens their books. 

39 minutes into class now and I've completely space out. One more minute till the bell, I thought. Even though it was one more minute for me to not see Sarah anymore. The bell rings and everyone's packing up and standing at their desk but me? Nope! I felt as soon as I could and ditched those dumb asses. "Ain't no body gonna tell me what to do," I mumbled. While walking down the hall me and Donald's eyes get caught between each other, glancing each other down. 

"Hi Aubrey!" Donald makes the whole all look at me. I look down at the floor. 

"Hello Aubrey!" Some random girl says it too. 

"Hey Aubrey!", "Hi!", "Hello!", "Welcome back!"

Soon enough everyone is just saying this. I hate socializing. Not that I'm bad at it but I hate people. Where's Olivia when I need her? And how come I haven't seen her all day? 

"Guys don't bother, she's ignoring you." I look up just to find Sarah looking at me. She smiles. 

"I just had a class with you." I gave a tried look.

"I know." She gave a fuck you I don't care look. "I just wanted to say that when I ask for a pencil in English today you didn't give me one."

"And?" 

"And so I just wanted to say it was rude." 

"Then bring your own." I walk passed her hoping I could leave in time before she makes fun of me but unfortunately I was unlucky. 

"You know you need to get manners and use them more offend." She says with her hand on her waste.

"And you need to get prepared and try that more offend." I snap back.

"Aubrey." Sarah got pissed. "Your like a little... brat to me who just gets in the way and ruins everything. When you were gone we had 11 school dances and it was all thanks to your absence." 

Now you probably wanna know why she said this. Well...