the light in my room feels a lot like
every time i try to cry
finish buying every lie they breathed in me just to be kind
and if i could do it all again i'd fly
so i'll just pray for forever that forever's for my baby dog
looking out of car windows as freeway christmas gathers my tears in fog
break my back in my family's tomorrow blue
because i know you know
that no one really loves u, too
everyone knows their backs dont break and on top of mine they stand so tall
but no, they'd never do the same for me or ever at all
