Trusted~Mattheo Riddle

Chapter 11

I walk in my room and sat down on my bed pulling a pre rolled joint from my bed side table and lit it

Putting it to my lips and taking it in I feel my muscles relax into the mattress

I smoked half of the joint by now and hear a knock at the door "what?" I said

And the door just opens and I comes the girls bow Blair and pansy "hey" I said unbothered and put my head back to my pillow

"Oo il have some of that" bow said and layed next to me, bow smoke weed a lot where as Blair and pansy only do it to impress and not feel left out

"We missed you, you know" bow said and the girls joined at the bottom of the bed

"Yeah it not the same without your sarcastic ass" pansy said and they giggled I didn't even blink "hey you okay?" Blair asked

"Yes I'm fine" I said not looking "well we was just thinking we should go down to the kitchen" bow said I looked at her was she really trying to get me to eat again

"We not forcing you we are hungry and have the munches your choice " Blair said I nodded deciding I too have the munches and we get up to go

My eyes bloodshot and pupil tiny and we make our way to the kitchen And walk in sneakily as it is passed hours

As we walked in me in the back and the girls in the front blocking my view

"What? What are you guys doing here" Blair asked and I looked to see the boys and... mattheo, the sneaky bitches tricked  me I turn around to walk off back to my dorm but regulus is there stoping me

"Regulus move" but he didn't "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY" I shouted at him feeling my self getting work up

"Precious it all right" the girls trying helping "no it not you fucking tricked me" I shouted back

"We just want you two to sort thing out" they all said "how would you feel if was Theo, how would you feel Blair? You be devastated but it not him it my brother you don't get it so just stop fucking trying" I said and turn again but regulus is still in the way

I wasn't in the mood and I don't know what came over me but my fist came in contact with his face and he started to bleed, gasps was heard from the group

And I walk through the door making my way to my room

Mattheo didn't say one word to me then he didn't even look at me his father killed my brother and he doesn't even try it not like I want him to but a fuck it I miss him I miss mattheo riddle, god that sounds crazy when I think about it

But back to my bed I went and when to sleep refusing to think about everything to t happened today

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It was the morning I couldn't be bothered with lessons but I need to I haven't been to any in a long time

So I got ready. i had a shower and put my hair in a messy bun not bothering with it and put my uniform on i didn't even look in the mirror which is something i used to do every day to make sure i looked the best i could possibly look but i haven't done that in a long time and i couldn't tell you why maybe it was because i just didn't care what i looked like or that i wanted to look at my worse just but the blackheart name to shame, could be both of them things or i didn't have a reason i was simply fed up

i grabbed my bag putting my book in it i didn't finish 'Romeo and Juliet' in fact i took my lighter one night and set fire to the thing. thought it would be a good idea to have a fresh start with a new book called 'great expectations' its alight i guess not as good as my old one but i think it abit late for that but truth be told i miss that book it brought me comfort

making my way down the stair into the common room i see the hole of the gang there i rolled my eyes and swerved to walk out "blackheart" they shout i stick my middle finger up and walk out of the room making my to the great hall

as i sit in the great hall reading my book i get intruded but the bunch of slytherin that i just cant seem to shake "for fuck sake what do you want" i called they looked unbothered by my meanness and carry on sitting i looked around them and see regulus he had a cut on his nose from where i put my fist

secretly i felt bad actually terrible but i couldn't show them that so i looked down at the table until i feel someone close to me

i looked to see regulus he smiled small "so you done with Romeo and Juliet then?" he asked looking at my book "well not exactly" i said quitely "i set it on fire before I could finish it" i stated looking down

"and now you regret it?" he asked "no, maybe" i whisper and look up and him "i know someone else who has regret" he said looking up at mattheo who was sat with the boys but wasnt saying anything just stared into space

"yes i dont think so" I said "Precious you know I cared about him and so did the rest of us including mattheo, he had no power over what happened to him" he said talking about my brother

I feel my self getting upset as we talk about him "ohh yes he did the son of Voldemort has a lot of power and he certainly had power in that moment" I said and every one looked at me I. That moment because of me saying the darklords name

"WHAT" I shout angrily and I look at mattheo and see the cut on his nose "what happened to the face riddle pissing more people off" I spit

"Precious please don't" blaise said I look at him and looked away

And suddenly a bird flyover onto the table I was a white very beautiful I pull my hand out to stroke it

"Don't, you don't want to do that, she doesn't like slytherins" I look up to see potter speaking I'm guessing it his bird

But I ignored him and stroke the bird It rubbed its head into my Palm the trio that was stood across the table looked shooked

And I see mattheo looking piss probably for interacting with the boy i like to see him so irritating so I continue

"Come here" I spoke to the bird and I flyed onto my arm and I walk over to the boy and his to friends but heard some "blackheart don't" from my friend I could identify one it was Malfoy but I keep going

I walk up to them and hand them the owl, I stroke it head again as it is on Harry arm "cute bird" I said and turn to walk back to the table with a smirk and everyone's shocked eye on me but I could only look at mattheo furious eyes