Loving you / alycia Debnam-Carey x reader

Chapter 15 ~alycia pov~

      
        Pulling up to my house felling sad that our amazing night has come to a end. I hear Alex turn to look at me " well here we are" she says and I think I could here a hint of sadness in her voice or I'm just hearing things.

" thank you for asking me to hang out I had a lot of fun we should definitely do it again" I say with a big simile just of the thought of hanging out with her again. Looking at her face admiring her cheek bones then looking back up to her eyes " ok go to go now" I say but with out thinking I lean toward giving her a kiss on the cheek wishing that I could be kissing her pink lips instead.

Quickly hoping out the car so she won't see my blushing cheeks. Walking up to the door opening it turning around to wave at Alex taking on last look at her before entering my house.

Closing the door behind me leaning back on it closing me eyes with a smile hugging the monkey she won for me close to my body.Releasing a big sigh  I open my eyes only to see the girls standing there with there arms crossed and smirks on there face leaving me there standing a blushing mess.

" so how was it" bri says waiting for me to answer " it was good really good god she's amazing she took me to the fair then to eat at some good ass pizza place we have so much in common she's nice funny has good manners and is hot as hell" I say gushing about her with the blush on my cheeks still visible.

" oh wow so when are you guys going on the date then" Kendall says making the girls nod there heads. " um she didn't ask and I don't even know if she likes me" I say unsure of how Alex would even want a girl like me. I mean she perfect I bet everyone wants her and I'm just me.I think to myself letting the insecurities get the best of me.

" really your questioning if she likes you that poor girl blushes just when you look at her" Clarke says making the girls giggle and agree " and you didn't see how nervous and excited she looked just to hang out with you"Kendall says " and she even won you a monkey" bri says pointing at the monkey that I'm clutching close to my body.

" she won it for me because she seen that I was looking at it" I say trying to deny the fact that Alex might actually like because I know that she doesn't and I don't want to get my hopes up then turns out that she only sees me as a friend. Because I really like her and if she doesn't like me I'm ok with just being her friend.

" sure ok, we'll I'm going to go home now but guys don't forget Alex's first basketball game is tomorrow and we should go and support her ok" bri says looking at the girls making them nod there heads. " yea sure we'll go support Alicia's girlfriend" Kendall says giggling make the others do the same causing me to blush.

" stop she's not me girlfriend" I say pouting at them ' but you wish she was" Clarke says " I do" I mumble making them giggle causing me to send them daggers " ok ok we'll go now before she beats our asses" Kendall says.

Hugging the girls good bye and walking them out I'm finally alone in my house. Sighing softly I'm make my way up the stairs and into my room I set my monkey down on my bed and  walk into the bathroom to take off my make up.

Brushing my teeth putting on a black clay mask .I walk into closet and prepare my clothes for work tomorrow.

Walking into my room I put some music on my tv as I clean up my room. Taking  the sheets off the bed.I take them down to the washroom throwing them in the in the washer pressing start on the machine.

Making my back up the stairs and into my closet i take out some clean sheets putting them on the bed. With the clean comforter on it. Walking over to my vanity I put away all of my my make and wipe it down.

Looking at my now clean room I make my way to the bathroom to take off the clay mask. Taking off the mask washing my face looking at my face one more time in the mirror i make my way out.

Walking into my closet I take off my crop top and my skinny jeans. Tossing them in  hamper pulling out a large over size t-shirt putting it on and staying in my panties.

I walk into my room jumping on my bed letting out a tired sigh as I feel my body bounce on the bed. Crawling up to the pillows I rest my head against the fluffy pillow. Covering my body up with the comforter over me I let me thoughts run lose all going to Alex.

Imagining how good it would feel sleeping next to her how good her cuddles would be and how warm her body would be. I wouldn't have to sleep cold anymore I would sleep warm. That would only happen if she actually liked me sighing I reach over to grab the monkey cuddling it until I feel asleep.

Waking up early at 6:00am happy that I only work till 12:00 lunch time today. And excited that today is Alex's game so I will be able to see her again and I will be able to check her out with out anyone saying anything because I could just say  that I'm just watching how she playing.

Quickly changing into my clothes doing my morning routine. I make my way out the house not getting anything to eat since I could just eat at work because they always have food there for us.

Walking into the building with the security lucky that there wasn't any paparazzi there waiting for me.

Entering the area where we film at greeting my co-workers before walking into my changing room. Putting my purse down on the couch sitting down as I here someone knock on my door. " come in" I say looking to see who opened the door.

Seeing on of my co-workers Chris walk in with a donut and coffee in his hands. " here I brought you this" he says handing me the food. " thank you how did you know that I didn't eat" I say taking a bite out of the donut.

" I don't know I just brought it" he says scratching his neck. Making me smile at him " thank you" I say making him nod with blush on his cheeks before walking out my room.

I know that Chris likes me because he had asked me out once but I rejected him because I was with Robert at the time and plus he's not my type. So that's  of the reasons I rejected him and I know that he still likes me because he's always a blushing mess around  hopefully he doesn't find out I'm single because I don't want to have to reject him again because I'm only interested in a  green eyed girl right now. Plus I only see him as a friend and nothing more.

Sighing softly I get up finishing up my food. Walking out of my changing room walking up to my group of friends. Victor Madison nick and Chris who are all sitting getting ready in the make up chairs sitting next to victor. "Hey" he says as sit next to him making me send him a friendly smile " hey" I say back to him.

" anddd that's it for today you can go home now" the director screams out to every one.
Making me quickly walk to my changing room to change so I could go home and get ready to see Alex again.

Walking out with a big excited smile on my face  I make my way out the building with the security next to me. Making it into my car I drive off to my house to get ready for the game that is at the 6:00 later today.