Can A Thug Love A Nerd

Chapter 8

Royal POV

I saw her put her head down and went to sleep, she does kinda look cute when she sleeps but nah ion think I could date her... she wouldn't even want to date me cause I put my hands on her.

I got to apologize to her my momma ain't raise no bitch and I feel so guilty I didn't mean to do it it just happened and she just wouldn't tell me that she's getting abused and that made me mad cause I would've helped her but nah she want to be a bitch about it and not tell me...

" Aye Bruhh you take your pills today " Brandon said cutting me out of my thoughts

" Nah why " I said rubbing my eye

" Cause you know you get out of hand when you don't take them " he said

" Ion need them im perfectly fine " I said looking at him

He stopped what he was doing and looked at me

" go to the bathroom and take your pills " he said

" Ok ok " I said putting my hands up and I walked into the bathroom and looked in the cabinet and took out the pills and popped 2 in my mouth and grabbed the bottle of water that was next to me on the counter and drunk some..

I put the cap back on and looked at myself in the mirror and sighed

I put my head down and closed my eyes

" Dear lord I thank you every single day for keeping me alive to see another day and I hope you teach my son to be a better man than me I love you Dj.......

I know in a heartbeat you can take my life away I know what I just did disgusted you and i wanted to say I'm sorry I couldn't control myself and it won't ever happening again....

I know that saying (if he hits you once he'll always keep doing it ) but nah I'll never do that ever again in my life I don't know how I would ever live, I probably wouldn't even be alive..

Well I just wanted to say sorry before I said it to Cali

Amen " I said

I lifted my head up and looked back in the mirror and I turned back around and opened the door and walked back into the kitchen and seen Cali awake

" Can I talk to you real quick" I asked her

" And why should I talk to you " she said

" Because I'm Tryna apologize and be nice " I said

She looked me up and down and got up and walked into the living room and I followed behind her and she sat down on the couch

"I just wanted to say I'm truly sorry and that I don't know what got over me it won't ever happen again and I was not raised to be no bitch and what I did was a bitch move, I honestly don't know what to say cause I've never been in a situation like this....

I just wanted to say Im truly am sorry and I hope you can forgive me " I said looking In her eyes

She didn't say nothing for a little

" I except your apology " she said and got up and walked back in the kitchen with Brandon

Well that was easy, I thought

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I updated finally

this was short but 2 more updates then that's when all the action starts ooo I can't wait some of yall not gone like me but just be patient

Kennyk👽