Trust Me

Chapter 14

I was laughing at Dean, he threw a shoe at me, I yelped as it hit my stomach, I glared at him.
I said" Sam, your brother is hurting me!"
Sam said" Dean don't hurt him!" He was taking a shower, I huffed then twisted my hand a little. Dean's laptop went on the fritz, he groaned then looked at me,
Dean said" Sam, I'm killing him!" I gulped then ran to the bathroom, I opened the door and ran in, closing it just in time, I made it lock. I breathed heavily," You can't stay in there forever, Zad!"
" Yeah, I can!" Sam chuckled then opened the curtain,
He said" Messed with his laptop, huh?"
" He threw a shoe at me."
" Strip." I smiled and quickly stripped off my clothes, I joined him, he smiled and kissed me. I kissed back, he moved me under the water, I pulled away, he massaged his fingers into my hair, I whined, relaxing under his fingers completely.

Sam and I walked out of the bathroom, I was kinda dazed out, Sam laughed as I tripped.
He said" So, I know how to calm you down whenever its needed, huh?"
I said" Shut up." He laughed again and kissed my knuckles before walked ahead of me.
Dean said" You massaged his head, didn't you?"
Sam said" Yeah, so now he'll apologize, right?" I huffed,
I grumbled" Fine... I'm sorry I made your laptop go crazy." I rolled my eyes and sat down on the bed," Even though you definitely deserved it because you threw your shoe first."
" Baby boy."
" What? I'm telling the truth, okay?" He sighed, shaking his head then wrapped an arm around me, pulling me close. He kissed my cheek,
" Happy Dean?"
Dean said" Don't care. Don't make me throw another shoe at you."
I said" Try me!" Dean and I glared at each other,
Sam said" Okay, okay, you two. Stop messing around. Before I throw my shoe at both of you."

Cas flew in, I immediately put up my defenses,
Cas said" Before he arrives, just-" Then the lights flickered, both brothers went into high alert. Then Michael appeared, I breathed heavily," Let me explain..."
Michael said" Little brother, Zadkiel." I glared at him," You've grown."
I snarled" Michael!" I had him pinned to the wall," I'm gonna find a blade and kill you!"
" You're still angry with me, I understand. But you must have learnt your lesson down here among them." Cas grabbed me and pulled me off,
" Don't touch me! You backstabbing son of a-"
" Zadkiel!" I looked at Michael, Cas let go of me," I am here to make peace, no family should be fighting this long... to this degree."
" You banished me! You kicked me out of heaven! Don't go try making peace with me, it won't work!"
" What if I gave you back your wings?" I froze, tilting my head," I'll return your wings, healed."
" What's the price, Michael?"
" You're my brother, no price." I squinted my eyes," But I would like a favor in return for returning your wings, you are nothing without your wings." I flinched, but kept my cool for now,
" What's the favor?"
" There's a high ranking abomination hunting down angels on earth, killing them, displaying their bodies for us to find. The abomination must be taken care of, and I want you to be the one to take care of it."
" Demon?"
" Of course. Killing us easily, it needs to be abolished. You might have been unworthy and useless in heaven, defying orders... but you were cunning and resilient. You would find this demon and kill it, without hesitation for the return of your wings." I opened my mouth,
Sam said" He'll think about it."
Dean said" Cas, is this really happening?"
Cas said" Yes, Dean. Michael has agreed to return Zadkiel's wings for a small favor."
" Small... okay, you know what? We need time to talk to Zadkiel... Alone."
" Of course." Then Michael and Cas were gone,
I said" What was that for, I was gonna say yes."
Sam said" What? Zad, baby, he could be lying to you."
" He wouldn't, he wants this demon dead, and I'm the best to find it and kill it."
" Why?"
" Because... I don't know, guess I'm better than the garrisons. I've been on earth longer and I know a lot more about demons than they do."
" So what? This is dangerous, Zad."
" No, it's not. It'll be fine."
" Zad, you can't handle this."
" Yes, I can. I'm not worthless!"
" I never-"
" You're saying it without saying the word! You think I can't do this! Kill one lousy demon?!"
" No, Zadkiel, I'm-"
" No." I screamed" You don't know what it feels like to constantly feel like an outcast! A weakling in a family of actual angels!"
" I know what it feels like to be an outcast. Zad, he could doublecross us! It's Michael, you hate him." I breathed out, but I couldn't hold back anymore, I want my wings back, I want to feel whole again... I need to feel whole. Tears streamed down my face,
" I want to feel whole again!" He froze, looking at me, he took a step towards me, I took a step back.
" Zad-" He doesn't think I can do this, I-I can do this and I don't need anyone's help! Not the angels, not the Winchester's, not Sam.
" No! No, Sam! You don't wanna help me, fine! I've always been better on my own anyways." I pulled my bag to me and stormed out, as fast as I could. I could do this by myself, I don't need anyone.

I screamed" Michael! Michael!" Then he flew next to me, I stared at him,
He said" Have you made your decision, Zadkiel?"
I said" Yes. I'll kill the demon in return for my wings, healed and whole."
" All right." He snapped his fingers, immense pain seared through my back, I screamed in pain, dropping to my knees, my back arched as my face went towards the sky, my eyes rolled back. I felt my wings grow back, I stretched them out then moved them slowly, I breathed heavily." Now find the demon before he kills more of our brothers and sisters."
" I understand." I stood up, then flew off, I sighed, feeling the wind against my face. A feeling I missed very much.