whenever I remember
us together,
it warms me up.
but at the same time,
it tears me apart.
•••
and yet,
i think about you everyday;
•••
i think about you everyday
even when i don't want to,
maybe i am still not over you
i don't know if i ever will be?
maybe i don't want to forget you
maybe i still 🙄
•••
you loved me only
when you wanted to
•••
i miss us together
•••
i miss you and me
the way we used to be
•••
and yet, there are nights
when i think about us
and all the things that could've been,
only if you had stayed
•••
you walking
in and out of my life
was a lesson
i had to
learn the hard way
