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Castle On The Hill

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Well there they were

Leaning on each other having no clue what to say

~a few hours earlier~

y/n POV

I thought it would be a normal night

I didn't think I would wake up at midnight to knocks on my door and have Adam standing there looking like a kicked puppy 

And yet here I was with Adam standing in front of the door 

"can you come with me? please?"

"sure....just let me grab some shoes"

I grab my red converse and walk out to the door with Adam ahead of me....

"Where are we going"

he looked at me his were eyes glossy and he turned back around and started walking faster almost running

"Adam! Adam wait up! What's wrong???"

when he finally came to a stop we were standing near some sort of clearing with a hill and at the top was an old tree and a swing

Adam walked up the hill and sat on the swing near the far end

I followed closely behind still confused on what was happening so I asked

"Adam whats wrong why'd you bring me here?"

"because.....because what I'm about to tell you I don't usually tell people and I don't know why I'm telling you but it's bugging the hell out of me and I can't...I can't keep it from you anymore ok"

"ok...tell me"

he took a breath

he stayed quiet

and then he began talking

"When I was younger my mom died in a crash I don't remember much but after that my dad....he was never the same he started hitting me if I did something wrong or if I got bad grades he stopped after a while because I started putting more of my focus in the thing that I loved most....which was hockey, but then he found out about that and he saw I was good so he started controlling that to and he started telling me to work harder and not to focus on anything else and how he hates losers and i cant be a loser if im a loser he might hurt me and i dont want to take that chance"