"Fuck madi she was an asshole. "
That's not true.
I know you're all just trying to help and I get it, I said it too!
That's she's a cunt, a bitch, a monster, heartless and a whore. Those all do have merit and truth to them but the thing is all of you guys didn't know her.
I don't know why I'm defending her but you guys didn't.
Wait, it's bullshit I defend her because I still fucken love her and that's shit.
It sucks that she's the reason I still can't fucken date.
"Let's be real, Madi is a loser anyway."
I really wanted to say' "no she's not."
It just upset me so much. A rush of emotions just flooding me.
I STILL HAVE HOPE IN MY HEART!
when I said that out loud tears started flowing down.
Even when I promised myself I wouldn't cry anymore for her I still do.
Oh look what you did to me madi.
You're proud of yourself I know you are.
