Never together again (TFIOS fanfic) *complete*

Chapter 11

Phew.

It's not my fault he killed himself.

Or is it?

Anyways, I'm not going to depress myself over Isaac.

Its what he would have wanted, for me to be strong.

And when I say he, I mean Gus and Isaac.

Both of them.

Even though I love Gus like a boyfriend.

If we were officially dating, what would our ship name be?

Gazel?

Hus?

Gusel?

Haugustus?

Who knows?

What we could've been...

If he was alive.

But he's not.

So I am just going to have to stick to the facts.

For now, I am Hazel Grace Lancaster.

I am a cancer patient.

Thyroid, stage 4.

I like reading An Imperial Affliction.

But I hate the author, cause he's a drunko.

I used to have a boyfriend.

But now he's dead.

So is my best friend.

The only people I have left to lose are my parents.

But still, these are just the facts.

There are no theories that I can ever think about.

Because if I do, it'll break my heart.

Okay?

Okay.