After sleeping beside jake last night. I walked back into my room, it felt empty
I still couldn't stomach what happened to me. I so had high hopes for julian and I,
I still can't believe he never told me him and his best friend messed around.
No wonder rob wanted to get to jake so fast.
I don't know what I'm going to do about it. I told julian to just go but I'm not sure if he will come back, I'm not sure if I even want him back. That one big lie ran the course of are relationship until it blew up in his face.
How can you look at someone the same after that? Specially someone you started to fall in love with, I can't imagine how jake must feel inside. He thought he was going to finally be happy but then he has to return back to his normal single life.
I just feel for him so bad, I wish I could ease his pain but I might only make it worse.
I know he will bounce back he always do but this situation is a little different from all the ones from his past.
I hope he doesn't let that effect him in finding mr right. As for me I'm going to take a day at a time for now. As long as julian stay away from me, I think I'll be alright.
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Getting To Know You/ New Life
RandomWhen Seth and Julian walk into jakes room to say goodbye what they see will shock them. Note: This is a gay story please enjoy and like :)
