BAD BOY (SM x TS)

PART SIXTY

Martina's POV

"I don't love you anymore"

Those words hurt more than three knives in your back.
It feels like someone just ripped off my heart from my chest
I couldn't believe what he was saying
I felt betrayed, played with, feeling used, I feel like a trash bag

I wiped my cheeks before grab my bag and phone and stand up Zander walk away

"Martina wait" I heard him said as I walk out of the Starbucks
"Martina please" He said grabbing my arm but I shoved him away
"Don't touch me !!" I shouted wiping my cheeks
"Martina listen to-"

"I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO ANY OF YOUR BULLSHITS ANYMORE !! YOU FOOLED ME FOR MONTS !! YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME WHILE YOU DIDNT !! YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO MARRY ME !! YOU SAID YOU WANTED ME TO BE THE MOTHER OF YOUR FUCKING CHILDREN !!"

"YOU SAID THOSE WORDS TO ME FOR DAYS !! FOR FUCKING DAYS !!! YOU LOOK AT ME IN THE DAMN EYES AND SAY THOSE WORDS !!
YOU JUST FUCKING PLAY WITH ME LIKE YOU DID WITH THE OTHERS !! I WAS JUST ONE MORE OF THEM FOR YOU !!" I said slamming my fists on his chest crying like a mad person as he grab my wrists
"Calm down and listen to me" He said as I removed my wrist from his grip

"How could you do that to me ? How could you look at me in the eyes and say those words to me and didn't meant them ?" I said chocking my tears
"How you could look at me in the eyes and say those words to me ?" I said as he looks down

"You played with me for months !! You played with my feelings !! You fooled me for FUCKING MONTHS !! I gave my best in this relationship for you !! And that's how you're thanking me ?!"

You just played with me like I was a fucking toy you moron !! You knew I was falling for you more and more every minute and you didn't give a single fuck about it" I said crying more
"I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU !! I HATE YOU !! I HATE YOU !! I HATE YOU !!! I FUCKING HATE YOU !!" I yelled even more slamming my fists on his chest

"Stop and listen to me !!" He said grabbing my wrists
"DON'T EVER TOUCH ME !!" I shouted removing my wrists from his grip
"Of course I love you-" He started but been cut off by my hand on his cheek
"Don't ever say those words to me !!" I said as he only looks down

"I fucking hate you Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. I don't want to see you ever in my life again !!! Ever !!" I shouted before wipe my cheeks and he looks at me with tears in his eyes
"I hate you" I cry looking at him one last time before walk away
I couldn't believe he did that to me
I was crying a mess while my way back home
I couldn't stop crying even if I would

"Hey hun-Martina what happened ?" My mom said when she saw me walk inside the house as I rush upstairs in my bedroom
"Martina baby open the door" She said as I cried harder
"Mom what's happening ?" I heard Fran said as mom sighed
"I don't know, she's crying and I don't know why" she said as I wipe my cheeks

"Let me try mom, everything's gonna be fine" He said as I heard someone walk away
"Martina can I come in ?" He said as I cry more
"Martina qué pasó ? // what happened ?" He said opening the door of my bedroom and close it behind him

"We're over Fran" I said crying in my hands
"He said he still love his ex and that he doesn't love me anymore" I said as he pulls me on his chest
"I feel used Fran, I feel like shit, I was just a game" I said chocking my tears
"I hate him !! I don't want to see him ever again" I said as he shush me

"I'm so sorry Hermanita, but you're strong and gonna get over this, I know it" He said and I shake my head
"I love him Fran, it's hurts" I said looking at me as he smiled sadly
"I know you do" he said kissing the top of my head as I cried

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That was the last part of my book "Bad Boy" 🖤
I really hope you liked that book it was my first serious book ever 🖤
Thanks to all the people who read it until then end 🖤🖤🖤