This song is fireeee
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Y/n pov-
I melt as I look at her blue eyes and her soft lips as they talk about some boy she is crushing over.
If your wondering you I am talking about , m talking about my bestie friend billie
We have been best friends since we were littreall babies
Since we were 15 I knew I had developed feelings for her and now we are 19 and at this point I think I am in love
Ik so shitty I am in love with my straight as a ruler bestie friend
Fml..
"HEY?? you litsening?!? " Billie says as she snaps me out of my trance
I quickly make up a lie
"Oh yea sorry I was just thinking about homework"
"Mhmm sure you were, so y/n do you like anyone cuz you have been acting very weird for a past couple of days and I think you like someone" She says pushing my shoulders jokingly
Oh god it's taking a lot of me to just not say you
"U-uhm I don't like anyone I don't know what you're talking about bil" I say reluctantly
" Girl please just tell me, if you think about it , it's not fair I tell you everything you don't tell me nothing, Just tell meeee ughhh" She says crossing her arms looking at me Angrily
I just stare at her Contemplating if I should just ruin our friend ship here rn.
"EARTH TO Y/N??!? Istg if you don't tell me rn I will legit kill you" She says laughing
You know what, maybe I should just tell her, what's the worse that can happen
I mean yea she can break my heart and FUCKING destroy me but it's destroying me enough to see her fall in love with stupid ass boys.
"You know what okay I'll tell you but promise just promise you won't get mad at me" I say playing with my rings that are places delicately on my fingers
"OH MY GOD YESSSS I WON'T PROMISE"
I won't promise
That didn't end well..
Well here goes nothing
I take a deep breath before finally letting it out
"Umm y-you , I like you Billie, I have for like 4 years or something" I say bitterly chuckling
Billies smile quickly turns into a frown
Oh no
"W-wait WHAT!" She says screaming
It quickly makes my head hurts
"Can you please not scream"
I wince
"How tf do you not expect me to scream, y/n you do know I am straight right? "
Oh god this was a mistake what was thinking
I just stare at her with tears brimming my eyes
"Y/n what the fuck, don't make me make you cry"
Well too late Billie I am already crying
"I-i am sorry i-i can't control my feeling you know that" I look down
" I know but still you do know this just ruined everything between us, it's gonna be all awkward and shit now"
She says nonchalantly
"Yea but can't we just pretend you don't know too much " I say hoping just hoping our friendship lasts
She rolls her eyes before saying
"Ew tf no y/n! I'd never be the one for you and I Do not like you like that at all you're a girl and I am straight you know that and you STILL chose me to fall in love with you're selfish"
"P-please bil please don't you think this is hard for me I wish I could change I wish I didn't catch feeling for you OH GOD I WISH I NEVER LOVED YOU" I scream at her
She just looks at me in disbelief
"Y-you love me?" She asks with hurt written all over her face
"OF COURSE I DO BILLIE, 4 FUCKING YEARS I WATCHED AND CONSOLED YOU WHENEVER DOES DOUCHE EX BOYFRIENDS OF YOURS BREAK YOUR HEART, I WAS THERE FOR YOU EVEN IF IF HURTED ME AS FUCK SEEING YOU LOVE AND KISS SOMEONE ELSE , I WISH I DIDN'T LOVE YOU , I WISH I CAN STOP MY FEELING" I yell crying
I kinda snapped at her, but her calling me selfish when I went through all that pain and hurt made me really mad
Billie just stares at me with tears of her own spilling down
She just stares and me
Nothing?
We just stare at each other crying before she speaks up
"I love you just not like that"
She says before walking out
Just walking out, slamming the door and walking out
I quickly curled up in a ball and cried just cried.
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If y'all want me to make a part 2 tell me In the comments cuz idk I do like the ending just like that but I know you guys like happy ending. So tell meee ahh also litsen to the song it's amazing and it will explain more of the story with context😃.
Okay well comment and tell me
Anyways byeee
Love you have a great day!! Take care and drink some water , yes you go drink some water👀 rn!
Oh and also m gonna change the cover of the book 😃😃💕
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Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG
FanfictionGXG Fluff Sad Angst And MAYBE A little smut Also these are shitty stories so read at ur own will Completed.
