Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

∆....astronomy

"Y/N LET'S GOO ON A DRIVE!!!!" BILLIE YELLED
"okay calm down but isn't it like 1am?" I say laughing
"SO?? LATE NIGHT DRIVE EEEE" she squeals
I chuckle at her silliness
"Yesss less goo I'll take the blankets you get the snacks" I say excitedly

We reach the car
"M'lady" Billie opens the car door for me
"What a gentlewomen" I giggle
"Bill what playlist you wanna put mine or yours? "
" OOO I always play my music you play yours now" She whines
"Okay okay" I smile
I shuffle my playlist
The first song that came was
Blinding lights by the weekend ( or what we you want)
We both scream the lyrics having the most fun
Just eating takis and living our best night
"Oo let's go to the beach I know this place there we can cuddle up and watch the stars"she giggles cutely
" Omg yes that sounds amazing" I smile back
We make it to the beach
I get out of her car
The cool breeze hitting my face
I take a deep breath
Smiling
How perfect this is
We put up a Blanket and cuddle up
Billies arms around me
Playing with my hair
While I lay on her chest looking up at the sky.
"Y/n?" She whispers
I look up at her
Her deep ocean eyes which are now glistening cuz of the moon that is shining upon us
Her plump soft lips
Those I wanna kiss
Her soft Freckles
Her cute button nose
And her blonde locks that I wanna play with forever.
Her beautiful features.
"Y-yea?" I say almost speechless by the angel that is sitting right before me
"I-i think I have feelings for you a-and I know we are just friends and shit but i-"
I don't know what rushed through me but my lips were pulled towards her
We kiss
Her lips against mine
Her lips were as soft as I thought they would be
We move slowly kissing passionately
We pull away smiling of how perfect the moment was.
"I-i love you" I confess
"I love you to y/n" She smiles back
We reconnect our lips
Pure bliss
That's what I felt
Pure.
Bliss.
After a long passionate kiss
Billie pulls away
She looks at me
With tears in her eyes
Why was she crying?
"It's time to go y/n"
What does she mean by that
Where is she going
"You can't keep doing this to your self y/n...go home please. We are two worlds apart"
That's all she said before disappearing into this air.
"BILLIE, BILLIE WHERE DID YOU GO"
"BILLIE PLEASE COME BACK"
"BILLIE PLEASE.... please. "
I sob as I look to my right
And I don't see Billie
Flashback
5 months before
"Is this y/n l/n?" A female voice asks
"Yes why" I reply
"This is the state hospital your friend Billie ellish has gotten into a accident you were her emergency contact" The lady speaks
My whole world stops
No
Please
"I-is she okay" I sniffle hoping she will be okay
"I- I am so sorry to  tell you this she couldn't make it, we tried everything the damage was severe"
No
Please
Please
Billie
Come back
Tell me this is a dream
This is a dream right
Billie will make me up right now
And give me a bug hug
Please be a dream
It's not a dream
I sob as I fall to the ground Mt mother running towards me asking question
I block everything out
Just crying
And crying
And crying
Flashback ended
Why did she have to leave me
"Why did you leave me bill..? "
"WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME".
I smile at all the memories we made here
From our daily just drives
To our first kiss
To her asking me to be her girlfriend
Tears are flowing down my eyes
As I look up at the bright stars
" We have traveled the city
We have ridden the stars
We have seen everything from saturn to mars" I whisper quietly as tears are flowing Constantly.
Knowing I will never get to see her again
But
I know she is with me
I can hear her
I hear her everyday
She tells me how much she loves me
And how I have to hang in there
She tells me not to give up
She is still the only reason I haven't given up
I love her
Even if we are two worlds apart
"Just like astronomy" she tells me.
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Not me crying.
Also this is the ending
Hope you cried 😌
Also LITSEN TO THE SONG IT'S SO GOOD AND it will make sense if you do
Also if you don't understand
The story before was how there first kiss happen and y/n is looking back at it while she is in the place it happened
She then remembers Billie is dead.
And so on
Lmao okay this is just my interpretation to the song
Anyways have a good day and love you💕💕💕😃