𝖡𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝖻𝗈𝗒 𝗁.𝗋𝗃 𝗑 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗈𝗇𝖾 (Requests closed)

💔Too late💔

Ship: Renkun
Genre: Highschool AU; Senior!Kun Junior!Renjun
Plot: The story of Renjun's tragic first Highschool love story
Words: ~3616~

Edited

Author PoV
It was in Renjun's Junior Year were he came to the conclusion that he was very gay and had a huge crush on his senior Qian Kun. He was on the rather popular side with his successful Cooking YouTube Videos where he has about 500k subscribers and is on top of that Renjun's best friends Qian Chenle, older brother

But still he cant help but stalk his senior go to every orchestra concert he's in, watch every single cooking video of him over and over again, draw him in every page of his sketchbook, rant to his friends Jaemin and Jeno about how handsome he looks till they make him shut up. I think at some point Renjun made a greek god clay statue inspired of him for his art project... yeah that's how much he adores his senior

The only thing that makes it wrong is that Kun has a girlfriend and sees him as another younger brother so Renjun was stuck to having one sided feelings

Flashback one week prior
Renjun's PoV
I woke up next to a snoring Chenle, I slept over at his house. I got out of the bed and made my way to the Bathroom, but on my there i was met with the best view I ever saw. Kun ge in a towel getting out of the bathroom "Holy Shit" I whispered and im guessing he noticed my presence cause he turned around making me squeal and cover my eyes "I-i'm sorry Ge!!"

I heard him giggle gosh his giggles sound heavenly like soft and warm summer rain, while you sit on a bench letting the droplets hit your face as it slowly starts to rain harder but you just start to dance around to the sound of it

"Renjun...RENJUN!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by Chenle "Why are u standing here like an complete idiot?!" he asked annoyed but in a rather making fun of me way only then I realised that Kun ge was long gone and just blushed "Sorry i'm gonna go to the bathroom" Chenle nodded making his way downstairs

I got out of the bathroom feeling fresh and clean so I went downstairs already smelling delicious food "Morning Silvia!" I greeted their Maid "Oh morning little one come on sit down i made breakfast fill your stomachs" she said placing a bunch of different dishes on the table

I ate while listening to Chenle talk about something that supposedly took place in school. I wasn't really listening cause I started daydreaming again. I imagined me on a field the light spring breeze dancing with the flowers and Kun ge in the middle of it looking like a prince he reached for my hand and took it gently in his softly kissing the top of it "Can i ask for this dance?" he asks and I giggle answering with a soft yes

He pulls me in, hands on my waist, as we dance away. There's no music playing but the wind and the sound of leaves where enough music for our ears we moved elegantly through the field as he smiles at me I could see the genuine love in his eyes I could feel his heart beat could smell his sweet lavender and vanilla scent and then- "Come on lets go now ge!" Chenle said pulling me to the car

We were in the car on the way to school i hate that place it's way to crowded for my likings but what can I do at least i get to see Kun ge and that just makes everything a thousand times better

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"Hey Renjun daydreaming of Qian Kun again?" Jaemin asked laughing sitting down beside me I just shot him a glare "Shut up" I answered while Jeno just sighed from Jaemin's other side "When are you gonna grow some balls and confess to him?" Jeno asked and you know what, that's a really good question and the answer is simple it will never happen "I don't know Jeno I don't think I'll be able to handle getting rejected..." Was what I gave him as an answer and i remember them just looking at me pitiful