YOUR MINE SWEETHEART (ROSÉ X FEMALE READER)

EP 6: WHAT HAPPENED

-AUTHOR POV-

After that tragedy Y/N and Rosé never talk with each other Rosé never feel guilty about what she did to Y/N but Y/N just pretend to be ok but actually she hurt inside her friends try to comfort her (Jisoo,Jennie,lisa,leya,minji and seora)

But Y/N answer is 'im fine' only that she can tell them but her friends can feel what her feel after that tragedy who don't feel hurt when someone who love you talk bad about you

Sometimes her friends can hear that Y/N crying alone inside the room especially Jennie and Jisoo because their room only beside Y/N room but they just let her be because they know that Y/N need her space alone

Y/N already change and all of them never see a sweetest smile on Y/N only a little smile that always with her but have a largest pain

-Y/N POV-

I sigh heavily after doing my part time job and today is Saturday (just pretend today is Saturday) so me and jungkook will drink here at Eunwoo oppa cafe and my friends kyra and Adam already Go home together

Today I will close this cafe because Eunwoo oppa too busy  with his job so he ask me to take care of this cafe while his working so I just accept it

It's still early in the evening me and Rosé never say a single words with each other

When I'm doing my first job (make up artist) I just keep quiet and not saying a single words to her even she ask me something I just ignore it because I already tired with her

-FLASHBACK-

I'm trying to make up her face but she always ask me a question that I doesn't like "do you like it when we break up?" She ask but I just ignore it "you like it right when you fucking that girl" she said and now she already make my blood boiled

I just take a deep breath and let go I just keep saying to myself just be patient but I can't accept this anymore this is not the real Rosé that I know I don't know what demons Beams her

"Hey why you ignore my question idiot!?" She said almost screaming I quickly stop myself from make upping her face and look at her eyes

This is not the eyes I want I miss her
So bad I don't know what happened to my
Lovely girl I just feel a bit guilty

The way she look at me Is not same like
Before I just want us to choose the right
Way but why you choose the wrong way
Park Chaeyoung?

Where is my angel that I know I'm not
Mad at her but I mad at someone who did
This to her The real Rosé that I know is
The softness one that I know

But I know the softness person will never
Be soft forever they will change their self
Or someone will change their self to be
Cold person that already make their soft attitude
Gone....

Until I realize that my tears already falling down at my cheek this is the first time I cry in front of people and the first tears that already fall in front of my angel

I quickly take my bag and get out from the make up room I can't face her again I'm tired I just want to take my real space alone

I walk at the hallway and accidentally meet jisoo and jennie unnie "hey Y/N why you here?" Jisoo ask "oh Uhmmm I need to go early because I have some stuff to do" I said

"What stuff?" Jennie ask make me sweating hard "Uhmmm" I said a bit nervous "Jennie let her go" jisoo said make Jennie nod her head "sorry Y/N if I make you nervous" she said "no it's ok unnie" I said and smile a bit