Hawk X Reader ~ Cobra Kai | SMUT

Meeting Him in Juvie (PART 2)

+I can't believe what Id just heard. Well, how could I be surprised that I was right all along? I knew I shouldn't have trusted a guy in juvie, but I let myself anyways; like an idiot. What the fuck is wrong with me? It's like I'm a magnet for bad energy. No matter what something always goes wrong. This is why I'm a fucking virgin; aside from the fact that most guys are scared of me. Every guy that's interested in me is bad news and I should have learned that by now.

Wallowing in self-pity I hide under the covers and cry myself to sleep. After what seems like forever he finally walks in and all of my sadness churns into a raging fury of anger. I hear his footsteps slowly get louder and with every step my anger grows. I have to start taking deep breaths just to keep myself from leaping up and strangling him. He whispers, "Are you okay?" the fact that his voice is still able to captivate me actually scares me. I pretend to be sleeping trying to gather the right words so that I don't just yell random shit at him. 

Before I could get up and start yelling he plops next to me on the bed and sighs. He grabs my shoulder and I take the chance to twist his arm behind his back pinning him to the bed. "You motherfucker, you fucking lied to me!!". He tried to break free, but when I'm angry I'm ten times as strong, "Ugh, what the FUCK did I do?!!" he yells bringing his face up to speak. "You're the reason I'm here you prick!" I let him go and start punching him in his back. He quickly turns around and grabs both my hands flipping himself on top.

I fight to get free, "Calm down okay. Let me explain!" tears stream down my eyes causing him to instantly let go. "I trusted you! Why would you put me in here?"

"I wanted to see you!"

"See me, you don't even know me!"

"You really don't remember me?"

"Remember you? At this point, that's the last thing I want to do!"

"Tsk just forget it. I guess I wasn't worth remembering huh?"

"Don't you try and fucking turn this around on me. Your the one who got my boxing scholarship taken away; my future is ruined because of you!"

"Wait what? I didn't know that would happen."

"Oh, but I bet it was just a plus to getting me thrown in here huh? I don't know what I did to you. but on top of all of that did you have to get me to like you too?" I could feel the tears start to swell up again. This guy destroyed years of what I worked so hard for and was probably laughing behind my back making me fall for him. If I did anything to him it couldn't have been this bad! 

"I didn't mean to do any of this I swear! I just wanted to see you again, but fuck you if you didn't want to see me, or remember me." he cooly walks out of the room leaving me in my rage unable to take it out on anyone except the mirror next to me. I punch it into a million pieces unable to feel the pain from the shards in my fist until I saw the blood on my knuckles.

I sat in the bed for a small while going over the conversation I had with hawk and where I might know him from, but nothing came to mind. Once again I cry myself to sleep, but this time I don't blame or pity myself. Instead, I'm ready to move on, I'm ready to earn the money for college on my own. Maybe I'll find another way to raise the money. Theirs no reason to give up hope when graduation is still a year away. 

As the sun rose so did I, ready to tackle the day until all the memories started coming back to me. Slowly getting up I grown at the sharp pain of my untreated knuckles. "How did this happen?" a nurse suddenly asks taking up my hand. I point to the mirror trying to get used to the sun peering directly at me. She runs to grab her first aid kit and starts rambling on about how dumb that was and that I would be discharged early because of it. Hearing that I would leave juvie early was a bit of good news, but the damage had already been done.