As I finally make it to the safe house, my mind is on fire. Is Abigail....No! I can't think about that today. I'll think about that tomorrow! Or better yet, never!
But I can't help it and as I stumble past Newt and Rosie to my bed, I am already dreaming. I am dreaming of all the happy special moments between us. But now I will never have a happy moment with her again!
How could I have trusted him, ever? How could I have let him lure me in and then use me and cast me off like a rotten potato?
There is only one solution: never care about anyone, ever again!
Ever since the Science Fair, I had nothing but Abigail. Poor, sweet Abigail! My Abigail! I will never help anyone again. I must be selfish to survive and only think of myself. But I still need the safe house..... I will stay here until the time comes to leave and move on. Then I will leave them all in the dust. I don't care anymore. I just don't care.
The world goes black as I cry myself to sleep, wondering what tomorrow will bring.
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A/N: Hey guys! Thanks for waiting for so long for a new update! Sorry it took so long but my parents have this rule that I can only charge my iPod once a week.
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