8 . i love you

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Tamera Mowry 2008

It's been about a year since Adam and I started dating and I'm ready to take that next step in our relationship by telling him I love him

We also haven't had any intimacy besides kissing because I'm not ready yet , I have had an intercourse in 6 years

Hosea and I rarely had an intercourse because he was always working so when he was home he was always tired

Now I'm always working so I get what he felt back then , I'm glad that Hosea got to finish the game before he passed because if they'd even try to replace him I'd go hectic but Enough .

"Hi sissy" I uttered to my twin sister Tia when she entered my home , "hey" she spoke "can I get ready here" she asked

"Of course you don't have to ask" I recited her and she nodded , she must be staying for a while because it's only 2 And our friend's birthday party is at 5pm

, "are you ready to get married" I questioned Tia . her wedding is April 20th and it's March 19th "yes , I'm so ready to be Mrs.Hardrict" she beamed

"I'm happy for you " I informed her , "I'm happy for you to" she twinkled at me . "When are you gonna you know actually remove that and let Adam over" she interrogated me

I still had Hosea Splattered throughout my house , "What are you trying to say , you want me to get rid of his things . Your trying to erase him out of my life like you already did with yours" I yelped instantly regretting it

"Wow " she stood up putting her coffee down , "that's what you think I did with my memory of Hosea" she submitted me

Before I could respond she spoke again "Hosea was like a brother to me , and I miss him everyday. I beat myself up about not being there more for him because I didn't except him to leave me so early . I've never dismissed him from my life . I may have let go but that's something that I've already regretted" she said through tears

"Tia I di- yea right" she stormed out of my house , I didn't even know what to do . I didn't mean it like that.

I'm just tired of telling people to tell me to get rid of Hosea . I love Adam "I'm sorry" I turned to see Tia there

"I understand your going through something as well and I'm sorry" she notified me "I'm sorry sissy" I hugged her

1 hour later

I decided to invite Adam over to my house for the first time and he's at the door , "hi Housley" I hugged him

"Hey tamera" he kissed my forehead , I led him to my front room and I watched his face change looking around

"Look Tamera I understand your in mourning but if this is how your going to go about it then I can't b- I love you" I cut him off and he froze

"WHAT" I heard and I realized Tia never left the second time. "I love you to" Adam said after seconds of being frozen

"I love Hosea always but I love you now . It's not our time anymore . It's you and I's so I'd like you to help me Clean my house" I debrief 

"You mean Make it little less I'm obsessed " he jokingly rhymed , "yea I'll help" he smirked so I kissed him

"Get a room" Tia spoke-up laughing , "I love you" she mouthed to me , "I love you " I mouthed back then she walked away

After about 30 minutes we were left with 3 pictures of Hosea in my house . One by the front door , one in the main room & one in my room .

"Okay just leave this little one right here please" I grilled Adam to let me keep up one last picture of me and Hosea "if it makes you happy" he said

"It does" I grinned , "and you do to"

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