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D's POV

currently at my Condo right at this moment. PVL will start a month or earlier. after staying in the venue for our gym for practice and anything, Rebisco want us to go home. all of the Pvl bosses din siguro. CAN'T WAIT FOR PVL! 🏐 we will having vaccine maybe. but still, on going ang training thru zoom. pero iba pa din yung hirap ng training pag sa court ka haha. but it all went well naman. kami lang ni Jema ang hindi. 🙁

I wanna tell you somethin'. Pag ba ikaw na girlfriend nya, hindi pwedeng mangulit, hindi pwedeng mang-istorbo, hindi pwedeng magpalambing kahit na may ginagawa siya? coz yeah, lagi nalang kasi ako yung nag aadjust ganon. I have my time management. I already said that. I don't know pero laki talaga ng tampo ko sa love ko :( I have the right to demand naman diba. siguro sa ngayon, pwedeng ako naman? diba?

Naku. medyo malaking problema nga.

We had a fight yes. it's my fault. NO. it's her fault. :(

Your both's fault HAHA.

Tried to delete our photos in my IG but I can't. just Archieved it. sobra na talaga kasi akong na hurt ganon. but I don't want her to be blamed kahit sya naman talaga, ayoko lang. because yes, she was bashed again. I don't want that. I just hope she didn't read that side comments of my not-so-toxic fans. HAHA toxic. may toxic na nga relasyon namin, may dadagdag pa. no way! I turned it back again naman. hindi ko pala kaya haha.

pero natiis mo kami oy, mga 12 hours 😂

Meron parin talagang ganon noh, yung kahit gaano mo pa siya ka-mahal pero mapapagod ka. Matitiis mo din siya. pero mas mahal mo pa din.

Mapapagod pero hindi susuko, boss D.

Ang gulo ng mahal mahal na yan. It's so complicated asf. I can't bear it anymore. so yun, I overthink. Pero kasi alam ko ayaw nya nito eh. Ayaw nyang nag iisip ako ng ganito. Ayaw nya. Pero pa'no naman ako? 🙁

Everyone notice it. Fans. Friends. Hindi kasi kami magkasama eh. okay lang sana kung magkasama kaming nag-aaway. pero malayo kami sa isa't isa. Can't see to it that we're not okay. It's really hard. Pero pag magkasama kami kahit hindi na kami mag argue. Just silent. Sigh. Then yun na, hu-hug nya na ako. :( ngayon wala haha. pwede ko naman syang puntahan pero I don't know what's stopping me. But hey don't think abt her that bad. she said 'sorry' once but I didn't say anything. She's leaving voicemails before doing her 'thing' coz she knows that I will just answer her call but I don't want to talk about it. I don't wanna talk to her. At some point I understand she's busy. I understand her wants. I understand her, truly. I know that I understand her pero deep inside me says that 'bakit ganito na naman'

Yang pero talaga na yan ha.

You get my point? tao lang din naman ako eh. :( minsan nga lang magtampo, hindi pa sinusuyo hays 🙄

Nye Nye HAHAHAHA

I don't wanna ask her about her whereabouts but yeah, Mafe told me everything. pag hindi sya busy, gagawa sya ng paraan to inform me about Jema. ☹️ looks like my love really not care about me :( making herself busy, netflix, k-drama, business, then the Creamline. She must have time to me dapat pero wala eh. Hayaan nalang muna. tinitiis ko siya tapos kaya nya rin akong tiisin... I love her she know that. but siguro, we need this. She needs this. pag suffocating na. baka dun pwede na. Just like she said. "Umuuwi parin kami sa isa't isa"

I'm looking forward for that, Love. I'll wait for you. I will not annoy you muna. Pikon ka na talaga sakin :( tapos socmeds really making me more sad pa. Kung ano-ano na naiisip ko. pero alam ko, mahal ko siya. I said to myself that she loves me but I just pushed her to the limit.
Kapila na ba nako siya gisabot, pero karon nganong wala naman nako siya sabta?
Tao lang napapagod din.