Imagination ko ang limit 😂
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General's PoV
Kasalukuyang may di pinagkakaintindihan ang JeDean. Pero inintindi padin nila ang kahalagahan ng relasyon kung bakit at paanong mahal padin nila ang isa't isa. Si Jema, mas mature mag-isip. Binibigay lahat ng advices na pwede nyang ibigay at palaging ginaguide si Deanna kung hindi man nya alam/kung ano ang gagawin para sa sarili nya.
Habang nagsscroll si Jema, nakita nya sa newsfeed ang sharedpost ng girlfriend nya.
I got you, Self
"The day you give him up, is the way you win"
"Him talaga? Okay lang ba sya?" Sabi nito sa isip nya. Habang tinitingnan ang gawi ng girlfriend nya. Halatang malungkot padin ito. Okay naman na sila. Baka may doubts at bumabagabag talaga dito.
Lumapit sya kay Deanna at tumabi dito.
Jema's PoV
"Baby, are you okay? What's bothering you? Care to share?"
Sana lang. I just wanted to know. It'll hurt or not.
"Nothing serious, Jema. Look if it was abt my sharedpost, trip ko lang hehe" sagot nya pero di ako naniniwala
"Kilala kita, okay lang. aminin mo na D!" I grab her hands and squeez it.
"I'm just carried away with the quote written in there, with deep meanings diba? Pero wala lang yon. Epekto ng COVID to eh! Ano-ano naiisip ko" sabi nya na parang iniiwas ang tingin sakin.
"Who? Is it all abt you and me? Us? Ano bang pagkakaintindi mo dun sa thought?" Parang mapapasubok talaga ako nito. Mahal naman ako nito haha.
"Honestly oo. I just overthinking siguro hehe. But iloveyou uy! And then question comes in my mind what if hindi naging tayo magiging ganito ba tayo? Sabi dun the day you give up is the day you win." Sabi nya. Di sya sureeee😂 pero ha? Bakit ganun?! Ayaw nya ba sakin? Ayaw nya ba sa arrangement namin? I can't help but to cry. Shiz!
"You know naman na support parin kita dba? I owe you one. You're maturing na. Iloveyou that much D, to think na iniisip mo din pala yung ganun? Iniisip mo din palang mawawala din yung ganto, yung satin you never know and also I. Pero kailangan mo minsan maging ikaw lang to grow as a person you wanted to not because what other people wants you to be. I'm looking forward for that! Pero I'll be always here for you D." Honestly speaking Idk how to comfort her with this. Iba kasi perspective nito sa buhay, kasama paman ako do'n o hindi mahal ko sya. Sana ganun din sya. Pero okay lang.
"And I always be thankful I have you Jema, di lang as a girlfriend pero more than it. Iloveyoumore than I could say Jema. I hope you wouldn't get tired of uplifting me up when I am at my worst, I hope you'll not give me up this time. You and I against all odds!" Sagot nya and I can't help but to smile.
"Ngayon pa ba? Pero tulad nga ng sinabi ko D, kahit ano man maging decisions mo I hope it will really makes you happy. You deserve more than this D. You deserve to be the best version of yourself because it is what you want for you not because what other people want to. Sana sa mga plano mo pang gagawin or decision or whatever kasama pa ako. Ayoko ng maiwan ulit. Sana ikaw at ako nga against all odds!" I really love this girl :( because I met her in the times that she didn't know what she'll be.
"And I am more blessed and the best because I'm having you. Alam mo sa lahat ng decisions ko in life and sa umaabot pa, kasama ka na dun Jema always. Sana kasama din ako sa decisions mo at sa mga plano mo sa darating na panahon. Thankyou for always be there for me for 2 years and counting na. Ayoko din na iiwan mo rin ako pag mapagod ka ng i-guide ako sa right path when I was not. Promise me you wouldn't left me because sometimes I just think that I am all alone" agh! Sheket.
"As Jema in your life D, I don't want you to feel alone but you need it for your own sake. Pero nandito naman talaga ako eh. Palagi naman! Baka gusto mo yung iba yung nanjan para sayo! Psh🙄 pero I won't promise anything because promises are meant to be broken haha sabi nila. At di din ako mapapagod sayo, natiis na kita for 2 years and counting." Sabi ko then smile and I turned back to her.
But she hold my hands.
"Hey! Don't feel bad. And it is not a promise if it was not fulfilled." She says and kissed me on my lips. Luh ka!🙈 HAROT!
"I will not promise pero gagawin ko yon kahit di mo pa sabihin na gagawin ko" I chuckled. Then smirk!
"Pleaseeeeeee? Pero di na kita pipilitin! Ugh. Pero thankyou for everything baby and I never get tired of it. Di ko alam ano ako ngayon kung di kita nakilala. Siguro yun parin akong Deanna na ginusto nilang maging ako. Yung Deanna na walang ibang gustong gawin mapasaya lang si mama. But I am now at my own version of what they wanted me to be and it all happened because dumating ka Jema. Iba parin yung may Jessica Margarette" Shiz! That smile though. Kinurot ko nalang yung cheeks nya. Ang cute padin talaga.
"Deanna Wong! Ako ang pipili sayo tuwing pakiramdam mo na inaayawan ka na ng mundo." I whispered infront of her. And kissed the tip of her nose! 🙈 shhhh.
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Deanna's PoV
I noticed that maraming nagreact sa sharedpost na yon including mommy. And sa mga fans mas over negative thinker pa. Wag na kayong sad guys! Mahal namin ang isa't isa. I whispered after I scrolling the comments in that sharedpost thingy haha. I'm now relieved! I really love Jema for what she was told me. To the other peace of mind, I conclude:
"Realize the difference between truth and opinion."
It's for myself and to the others who cares abt how I am feeling or what I felt and specially Jema and I and Jema alone. 😊
And then one famous twitter thread notify me. Nag follow kasi ako do'n, bagong quotes that really hits me the most. Sa pinagdadaanan at nararamdaman ko ngayon.
" When you hurt her and she still choose to see the good in you, that's more than love! " 😩❤️
Sheeeet! Iba ka talaga magparamdam tadhana. :) you made me realize how really lucky I was for having people around me, specially Jessica na never akong iniwan sa lahat ng bagay since we met.
Nagulat nalang akong may dumagan sakin. Si Milo! Nawala na pag sspacing out ko 😂 and then si Jema, nasa harapan ko! She's panting 🤦🏻♀️ naglalaro siguro sila. Hinahabol nya siguro to. I hugged Milo.
"Nashock ka naman yata! You're spacing out again. Are you okay?" Nag-aalala nyang tanong. Tapos hinawakan sa may ulo si Milo tapos tumingin sakin.
I just shrugged and kissed her forehead.
Realizing things. Masaya or not.
I had her.
She was always there!
They said "everything happens for a reason" and the reason for this can be found out when something wonderful happens.
Laban tayo☹️❤️ ilalaban ko sya!!
"I will take the risk or loose the chance" 👌
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