47: You don't understand

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You don't understand
How much pain you have to be in
To drag that blade across your wrist.
But you also don't understand
How good it feels
To make the cut
And watch the blood seep out,
Collecting in beads at the surface.
And watch it drip
In a single red line,
Down your skin
And onto the floor.
And it feels like all the pain
Is seeping into the carpet.
But there's still some there.
So you cut again.
And again.
'Til your body's a mess,
As well as your head.

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A/N: Thank you, thank you so much everyone. The number of reads on this book has literally doubled in the space of 1-2 days!

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Stay strong xx

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