Falling for the bad boy

Part one

I wake up screaming and that's when I know it's my stepdad. So I try and go back to sleep because every time he's drunk he comes up to my room and tries to sleep with me and this has been going for two years now. There is nothing I can do to stop it but when he figures out that I'm asleep he usually leaves. Yes, I said usually because sometimes he will stay in here and rape me anyway and it's only happened 4 times but every time I want to kill myself because of how they treat me. You see Josh used to be nice to me but his father put it into his head that I killed our mother. Why he did it I don't know but I'm laying in bed trying to fake sleep because I don't want my father to come in here to rape me again. ⚠️rape⚠️
I heard him open my door so I quickly close my eyes. y/d/n says I know your awake why don't you come here and help me. I don't say anything and just stay here. He yells at me and says get your ass up now before I come over and do it myself. I get up and walk over to him and he says why aren't you a pretty lady. I cringe at those words. He tells me to strip fully naked and I start begging him not to. He yells strip or I'll do it for you. I start begging and begging him not to and he rips my shirt in half and takes my bra off in one swift move and he removed my shorts and underwear. He starts taking off his clothes and I'm now screaming and crying and he yells Josh get in here. Josh walks in and our dad asks him to tie me to the bed. I start begging Josh not to asking him to please let me go and we can be what we once were because we were best friends. He slaps me across the cheek and ties me to the bed and leaves. Our dad is undressed fully and gets on top of me and fucks me and then leaves ⚠️rape over⚠️
I start crying because that was the worst it has gotten ever and not I have a bunch more bruises to hide from people at school. I cry myself to sleep hoping that one day I can get out of here.