Chasing the Chaos

I'll Never Settle Down

        "I'll never settle down, 

        I love to run around, 

        I love to be wild and free, 

        And I want to love me. " 

        

        These excuses I made, 

        Because I was afraid, 

        If I did settle down one day, 

        My heart would just delay. 

        It would delay to feel, 

       I would lose my zeal. 

        You wouldn't be so nice, 

        I found love once; I paid the price. 

        

        I didn't want to settle down ever,

        But I couldn't be alone forever. 

        And I was scared of the future, 

        Because I'd been hurt before, 

        And I was sick of always settling, 

        For things that were upsetting. 

        

        And I was afraid of you, 

        You were so new, 

        You were too kind, 

        And I was foolishly blind. 

        

        But when I saw, I was sentimental, 

        That for you, I didn't have to settle.