𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢. | Draco x reader\ MESSY AND TOXIC

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔

I wake up. It's Tuesday. First real day of school again.

I wake up and go to my bathroom
I take a shower and shampoo my hair
I brush my teeth
After I do my makeup, some lipgloss and eye makeup
.

I change out of my pjs into my Slytherin uniform
And grab my book bag..
I had my phone, my headphones, text books, potions books, and extra things to touch up my makeup
. I almost forgot my diary.

My diary is the most important thing to me when I'm Far from home, in fact I write everything in it. How I feel, what happened in my days, and how I feel for people?

Hm.. pretty cool I guess. But I put it in my book bag and left my dorm and locked it with my key.
I head out of the slytherin house and make my way towards the cafeteria, I had basically no where to sit. I usually sit by myself anyways..
I put my headphones in and play 'pumped up kicks' by Foster the People

I start humming the song while playing with my food.

I didn't really have a appetite.
Especially today, it was the first day. Thankful for music, music helps me calm down and it helps me relax
Or just being distracted at its most.

I enjoy music.
Poetry.. and art
Music is a art form I guess.. really it is tho
Music is a expression it could be angry it could be sad or just intimate feelings. Like love.
Or it could be jealousy and sex.

Sometime music and people can be lustful.
I've been bullied my whole life.
Practically for because I'm "white washed" hah..
My moms white and I technically am, but my father is a muggle, he's also African American and.. never really around I guess..

But I hardly see him so it's not hard,to get over him.
As I was writing in my diary 3 girls came over and poured milk on my head..
And 3 boys that played quidditch came behind them as well and they started all laughing.

I started whimpering because of how cold the milk was and because my uniform was soaked.

"Aww guys looks we made the freak cry!! Get a load of this?" One of the girls says laughing as if she saw a child fall off a swing.
Her name was Astoria and her sister Histora . They were as evil as they could come.

I've had enough.

"You know it's getting really old. Making fun of how someone looks?? If your insecure don't bring me down to make yourself feel less insecure because I hardly know you even as a person you already told me everything I needed to know you as. And that is a ignorant self involving little girl." I say. Practically yelling. Everyone was looking at me

"Guys we made her mad" she says practically mocking everything I just said.

"Go fuck your self Astoria." I say flipping her off just as her boyfriend tackles me

"What did you just say to her you little white washed freak?!" He says grabbing my neck and being on top of me.

"I said.."
"Fuck yourself" I say struggling to speak as because he was holding my neck so hard I couldn't breathe well..

He punches my stomach causing me to cough and lose more breath.
Then he punches me and my eyes become blurry.. I see a tall black male and a white male with blonde hair tackle him off of me and beat him up.
I hear grunts and loud yelling

I was paralyzed
I couldn't move
My eyes were blurry
I felt so..
Stiff?
Next thing I know I black out.