Amdheer : Married Life

amrit's pov

Being a writer amrit always writes her thoughts in her diary and how can she forget her another best friend today when finally it's her d-day
Amrit's pov
Aaj meri shaadi h mainu toh yakeen hi nhi aa rha h k woh naadaniyon m dekhe
Gye sapne sach bhi ho skte h, kaha main har pal apne lekho k chapne ka intezaar krti thi haa akhbaar m mere lekh chape dekh mujhe bohot khushi milti thi par usse bhi zyada khushi tb milti thi jb main post box no. 111 m mere liye aaye randheer raizada ki chitthiyon ko padha krti thi, chahein m uss samay kitna hi jhuthlati ho iss baat ko par mera man yeh acche s jaanta h k maine randheer ko apna humsafar unse mili pehli chitthi m hi maan liya tha, uss din s leke aaj tk aisa koi sapna nhi dekha maine jisme woh mere humsafar banke mere paas n ho. Woh din aaj bhi acche s yaad h mainu
Flashback
A young amrit of 13 years is pacing up and down in her room when her pakki saheli, vashma came to her room
V- oye amrit ki hogya tainu aise pareshaan si kyu ghum rhi h
A- oye vashma tere kehne pe humne nav hind bharat samachar k office m mera lekh toh bhej diya pr ab bada darr lg rha h unhe mera lekh toh pasand aaega n
V- oye jhalliye koi paagal hi hoga jise tere lekh nhi pasand aaenge dekhna kaise lahore ki har kudiyon n tere lekh padh k paagal ho jaana h lg intezaar krte reh jaenge sirf tere ek lekh ko padhne k liye
A- oye tu bs mujhe khush krne k liye bol rhi h n
V- oye tujhe khush krne k liye toh main apni duniya badal du par maine abhi jo bhi kaha woh tere lekh padhke kaha aaj tk aise lekh maine kade bhi nhi padhe, jis soch aur samajhdaari s tune hm kudiyon k dil k armaan apne lafzon m bune h n unse toh sach m agar main ek ladka hoti n toh abhi vyah kr lena tha maine tere naal. Isse padh k toh mere bhi mann m kathak sikhne k liye abbu ammi ko manane ki himmat aa gyi h. Tu dekhna kaise yeh tere lekh hazaaro kudiyon ki himmat banke unke sapnon ko saakar krte h
A- Hmm pr agar ghar m kisiko pata chl gya toh
V- oye kisiko pata nhi chlega dekhna
A- parr
V- interrupting her oye par var kuch nhi aaj taiyaar rehna, yaad h n uss office k karmchari n ki bola tha
A and V together- o ji aapke lekh ko padh kar hm apna jawab post box no. 111 m bhej denge
Lahore Post office
Amrit and vashma as decided have gone to collect the letter from post box no.111 by making some excuses wearing their burqas
V- ji assalamualaikum
Man- walaikumasalam
V- ji raanjhan k naam se koi chitti aayi h kya nav hind bharat samachar s
M- ji rukiye
Yeh lijiye
A- ji shukriya
After collecting the letter they went to baig manzil
Vashma's room

V- oye amrit chl tere sapno ki duniya m kadam rkhte h
Amrit reading the letter
Ranjhan ji, mujhe pata toh nhi ki aisa kon sa raaz h jisne aapko apni asli pehchaan batane s rok k rkha h, pr janna jarur chahta hu.
kayal ho gya hu main aapke lekh ka aapke yeh lekh duniya ko badalne ki taakat rakhte h aur jis khubsurti k saath aapne auraton k dard aur unke sapnon ko apne alfaazon m buna h, aisa toh koi mahaan kalaakar hi kr skta h.
Bohot bohot shukriya ki aapne apne lekh ko chapwane k liye hamare akhbaar ko chuna
Main aashaa krta hu ki aap mujhe agle lekh k liye intezaar nhi karwaengi aapka lekh kl mere akhbaar m chaapa jaega
Main aapse ek baar milna chahta hu, aapki kala k liye mere dil m bohot samman h dekhiyega ek din aapke yeh lekh lahore ki saari ladkiyon k zubaan pr rehke unke dil ko aapke lekh m chipe himmat s bhar denge, kayi sapnon ko udaan dene ki shakti h aapke lekh m

Aapse milne ki aas m
Randheer raizada
V- shocked and yelled randheer raizada!! Oye ek baar phir naam bol
A- randheer raizada, pr Tu aise kyu chilla rhi h
V- oye paagal yeh letter tujhe nav hind samachaar k kisi karmchaari n nhi balki uske maalik aur editor randheer raizada n diya h, tune kbhi uske ullulal nhi pade ki
A- nhi toh aur yeh ullulal kya hota h, vashma tu jaanti h n main akhbaar nhi padhti hu
V- oye nahi padhti toh padhna shuru kr de ruk main tere liye kuch akhbaar leke aati hu mere ghar m h
Vashma brings the newspapers
A- adoring the cartoons kitne acche cartoons h aur kitne saadgi s desh m badh rhe inn vivado ko apne cartoon s samjhaaya h inhone
Aaj s toh main zarur padhungi samaachar
V- excitedly oye samachar baad m padhna pehle toh yeh soch itna bada editor, jispe Punjab di saari kudiyaan jaan deti h woh tujhse milna chahta h tere lekh ka deewana ho gya h, oye soch kya jodi hogi teri aur iss randheer raizada ki, aag laga dena h lahore ki har kudiyon k dil m tm dono n
A- shyly oye chup kr paagal ho gyi h kya kaisi anaab shanab baatein kr rhi h
V- teasingly oye koi anaab shanaab nhi bl rhi main apna chehra toh dekh kaise gulab sa khil gya h.
A- oye chup kr aur jaa chachiji bula rhi h tenu
Flashback ends
Uss din toh vashma ka muh band krwa diya tha par sacchai toh yeh thi k unki taarifein aur unki kala dekh kr mann hi mann chahne lgi thi aur pata hi na chla kb dheere dheere woh mere sapnon k humsafar ho gye, kayi baar vashma n kaha ki unse mil lu magar main nhi maani, mann toh bohot tha par bauji k darr s kbhi himmat hi nhi hui, khudko apne hi andar ek band pinjre m kaid jo kr liya tha maine apne lekh, apne sapnon, randheer k liye apne jazbaaton k saath aur socha tha kbhi nhi kholungi uss pinjre ko par kismat hamare hisaab s kaha chlti h
Randheer khud apni raanjhan ko khojne lahore aa gye,kaise bhul skti hu unn dino ko, woh mera unhe school chutthe hi vashma k saath burqe m milne jaana aur woh bhi uss taange pr jo randheer chla rhe the, kismat bhi kya khel khelti h n galat fehmi hi sahi par mere liye randheer ka rishta aana, mera unhe 40 saal k sharfu miyan samajhna, kaha toh uss waqt m apne sapnon k raajkumar ko apna chehra tk dikhana nhi chahti thi aur aaj unhe dekhe bina iss dil ko chain hi nhi aata h, aaj bhi yaad h mujhe woh din jb pehli baar unhe waise dekha tha, laga maano pure badan m hazaron titliyaan ek saath udd rhi ho, uss din unki baatein aur soch sunkar mai bata nhi skttii  kitni khushi hui thi mujhe, bada garv ho rha tha khhud pr apne pyaar pr haa woh alag baat h k ussi din mujhse yeh saari khushiyan cheenne wali thi par pehli baar yeh amrit sahani khhud ko apne pinjre m band hi nhi kr paayi, bohot koshishen ki maine pr jitni baar unse door jaane ki koshish ki utne hi zyada paas aane lage woh mere aur pata hi nhi chla kb unhone mujhe mere pinjre s nikaal k apni duniya m shaamil kr liya, woh unka radio station m nakli raanjhan banke mere lekh sunana , mera un dango m phasna aur phir randheer ka mujhe bachaana hume aur kareeb le aaya
Gussa gussa toh mujhe bohot aaya tha jb pata chla tha k wohi nakli raanjhan the, uss pal toh aisa laga jaise kisine Mujhse mere vishwas krne ki kaabiliyat ko hi cheen liya ho, par phir unka radha chachi ki madad krna, hamare uss raat k romaani palo n aur randheer k safaai n uss gusse ko bilkul khatm kr diya aur un par mera bharosa duguna ho gya, woh bechare toh bas raanjhan s milna chahte the, chahti toh main bhi thi unse raanjhan k roop m milna, unke muh s apni taareefein sunna pr bauji ka darr mere pyaar p haawi ho gya, nikaal nhi paayi khud ko uss pinjre s aur woh hua jo kbhi nhi socha tha maine meri behen, bhale hi hamare bich nhi banti thi, kiranbala n raanjhan banne ka naatak kiya randheer k saath aur mere bichare randheer uss natak m phas gye, meri toh saari ummeedein hi toot gyi thi jb woh khubsurat kalam jo randheer raanjhan k liye laaye the unhone use kiranbala ko de diya, mujhe sach m laga tha k ab randheer mujhe bhul jaenge pr agle din jb unki aankhon m apne liye itni parwah dekhi toh dil ko sukun toh mila par mere pinjre ki bediyon n mujhe unse door hone par majboor kr diya, kbhi maaf nhi kr skti khudko uss din k liye jb randheer n apna dil khol k mere saamne rakha tha par maine khud apne pyaar ka dil tod diya, aaj bhi unki woh dard s bhari aankhein mujhe daraati h, pr agle din jo hua uske liye main apni vashma ki hamesha ehsaanmand rahungi agar uss din chori s hi sahi magar mere dil ki baat usne randheer ko n sunaayi hoti toh aaj meri zindagi m yeh din nhi aata. Meri toh jaan hi nikal jaani thi uss din jb randheer k maa bauji hamare rishtey k liye bauji ki manjoori lene aaye the par randheer n waha bhi mujhe sambhal liya, kitne khush the hum jb bauji n ha kahi
Magar apne roke wale din buaji aur kiranbala s mile dhokhe ko kbhi bhul nhi paungi main agar uss din randheer ki mummy ji n baat n sambhaali hoti aur main aur randheer uss tarah s sabko nhi dikhte toh shaayad bauji n kbhi hamara roka nhi hone dena tha, uss waqt bada haara hua mehsoos kr rhi thi jb samaaj m meri izzat bachaane k liye bauji n roka toh kr diya par woh randheer k aur hamare rishte k bilkul khilaaf chle gye the, aur issi k saath maine randheer s keh diya k agar bauji shaadi k liye nhi maane toh main yeh vyaah nhi karungi, sach kahun toh darr bohot laga tha pata nhi kaise ulte phulte khyaal aaye the mann m k randheer mere baare m kya sochenge pr jb unhone kaha k woh bauji k sehmati k bina kbhi bhi mujshe shaadi nhi krenge aur jis bharose aur pyaar s unhone mujhe yakeen dilaaya k woh sab thik kr denge meri aankhon main unke liye izzat aur bhi badh gyi aur jb agle din unhone mere lekh s bauji ki jooti saaf krne pr inkaar kr unse shart lagayi ki ek mahine m woh bauji ka dil jeet kr mere liye, hamare rishte k liye bauji k dil k darwaaze khol denge toh ji rab ban gye woh mere, kbhi socha nhi tha ki jin natak k kirdaar ko main apne lekh main bunti hu, unse bhi ek acche kirdaar wala naayak meri jindagi m aaega aur mujhe mere har pinjre s aazaad kr mujhe hamesha k liye apna bana lega aur jaisa unhone kaha tha waisa hi kiya unhone mere liye khushiyan dhundhte dhundhte pata nhi kitne dard sahe, apne charitra pr lage daag ko hanste hanste pee gye, bauji aur mogar buaji k thappad khaaye, haath jalwa liya aur mujhe aur mogar ko bachate hue bauji ka mann puri tarah jeet liya unhone, bohot khush thi main jb bauji n hamaare pyaar ko swikaar kr liya pr meri khushi zyada der nhi tiki aur woh hua jo maine kbhi sapne m bhi nhi socha tha mere randheer k saath woh haadsa
Main chah k bhi nhi bhula skti kbhi woh din, apne randheer ki woh bejaan aankhein
Mere saamne kbhi dikhate nhi the par mujhe pata h in 4 mahino m harr pal marre h mere randheer aur main chah kr bhi kuch n kr paayi pr ab sb kuch thik h parso hi randheer thik ho gye h aur yeh mera waada h k ab main unn par kbhi dukh ka saaya bhi nhi padne dungi, hamesha unka saaya ban kr rhungi aur kbhi unhe khud s door nHi jaane dungi

Inn sab m chahe hume kitni hi takleefein kyu n mili ho par ek baat toh sach h ki inn mushkilo m tapkar hamara pyaar aur gaadha hota gya aur mujhe pura bharosa h ki aage bhi aur ghaada hoga

Aur ab yeh amrit sahani tujhse aakhri vidaayi leti h kyuki main tujhe agli baar amrit sahani bankar nhi amrit randheer raizaada bankar kholungi aakhir aaj iss raanjhan ko hamesha hamesha k liye apne randheer ka ho jaana h.
And with this she packed her diary neatly in one of her luggages.

I was going to write the next chapter only but amrit's pov came in my mind and i penned it down
I know it's not upto the mark I wanted to add some more thoughts but then i decided to include them in further chapters

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