Hi guys 👋😁
How are y'all doing ?
I just wanted to talk to y'all for a little bit 😁
Well idk how to start this but idk what's up with me these days
I just started to feel really sad
And feel like crying ?
Especially at night Maybe because I am a night owl😂
Anyway back to what I was saying
I even felt like being suffocated and whenever I hear emotional/meaningful songs like into the I-land / Ateez's promise / utopia / bts's life goes on / etc.
And I feel like I want to hug something or someone and start crying
But the tears hardly come out
And one of reason why I started to work I mean like continuing to write
Starting a gacha channel and a texting channel
And going back to Tiktok
Was to keep my mind of negative
feeling
but idk why it just become more worse and it felt like being stabbed in the heart but you can't show any reaction as if all the emotions are locked up and it becomes harder because you also don't want to show negative emotions because everyone around you got used to see you as a happy , caring kid and wanting to make everyone around you happy and feel loved
And it comes to the point that you can't even cry at home because you want to look strong for your family
or Maybe because your parents will ask why are you crying? , but you don't know how to explain knowing that they will never understand ?
Anyway thanxx for listening (reading)to me 😁
You all are the only people I can talk to after my friends but they already have to much going in there lives
And I really needed to talk to someone about this
I am sorry if I bothered you with whatever I said (wrote)
have a good day / night / afternoon / evening everyone
LOVE YOU ALL💜💜
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Vampire Prince And Omega ( taekook)
VampireKim taehyung a little omega high school boy who makes everyoneone fall for him by his cuteness, innocence and beauty joen jungkook a vampire Prince who everyone fears he is heartless and cold like an ice what will happen if the two of them meet...
