He walked out the bathroom mad and by the time I got out there everyone was gone. I started crying because I fucked up and I can't stop thinking about Mike. Idk why but he's always in my head no matter what I do he won't get out. I don't feel like living anymore, I'm in pain and I don't think this world is for me anymore. And before you ask, no I'm not gonna try to off myself I'm just gonna pray that I die mid surgery. I'm gonna apologize to mohenny by text because I can't look at him right now
Princessa👸❤️🩹
I'm sorry that I upset you, I didn't mean to. If I knew that's how you felt I wouldn't have talked about him, ever.
I'm sorry for not telling you I had cancer. When I was younger, I was embarrassed and I thought I would get made fun of because I had a bald spot and because I had cancer.
Carlos told me not to tell anyone. When I told Derek and Vallyk about my mom abusing me and my brother, Derek didn't believe me so Carlos said not to tell anyone about what I went through.
I never thought it would come back but when it did I freaked out and was reminded of what it did to me. I didn't think it was that bad so I ignored it and continued to eat. Then I was constantly throwing it up.
My other tumor was pretty big and the doctor said this one was 2x bigger so I don't know if I'll make it out. If I don't, please keep the kids safe and tell them I love them.
I'm sorry for everything I've done to hurt you and I love you so fucking much Mauricio❤️.
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I knew he wasn't gonna respond for a little while because he's driving and he doesn't check his phone while he's driving especially when the kids are in the car. I texted Derek and Vallyk telling them to come over so we could talk. I wanna tell them before I die if I do.
Time skip:
I heard the doorbell ring so I opened the door to see Vallyk and Derek we hugged and they sat on the couch.
V: are you ok y/n?
Y: ye- well no I really need to talk to you guys about something but I don't know if you'll think I'm lying or not and this is serious
D: You can talk to us
V: yea, come sit
Y: I can't, I need to move around
Y: ok so remember when we were 3 and I stopped coming to school for a long time?
V: yea
D: worst years of my life
Y: yea so I had cancer, a brain tumor to be exact. I had to cut a patch of hair off, I had to miss school and all that extra stuff to get the tumor out. I wasn't small but it wasn't big ygm?
D: ok, so you waited to tell us this now why?
Y: because...it's back and bigger. I found out last month but I kept it to myself because I didn't think it was that bad until I started throwing up and went back to the hospital, they scanned my brain and told me the size was bigger than the last. I was gonna keep it to myself because Carlos told me to but then I thought about it and since it's bigger I might not make it out so I told y'all.
They looked at me with tears streaming down their faces and I finally sat down and we hugged
D: we'll always be here for you, no matter what and we'll be with you every step of the way
Y: really?
V: yes ofc, we would never let you go though this alone
Y: I love you guys
D: and we love you too
We hung out for like 30 minutes and then they left, mohenny still isn't back yet so I'm guessing he went straight to work
Mi Corazon🤴❤️🩹
None of that is necessary because we're gonna get through this and we're gonna grow old and have long ass lives, I gotchu ma❤️
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He didn't say I love you back. Maybe he's still mad idk. I went to the store to buy snacks so I can have a lazy day all by myself.
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I was in the freezer aisle getting icees and ice cream, then everything went black.
Mohenny's pov:
Im currently at work and there's an unknown number that keeps calling me. Im not answering because I don't know who it is and im working with a practice case, yes I'm studying to be a lawyer 🙄
Ma: sorry, I have to take this. I'll be right back
Since the person kept calling I stepped out and answered the phone
Ma: hello
Ak: hi this is April Keptner from grey Sloan memorial hospital, is this Mauricio Hernandez?
Ma: ye- yes that's me
Ak: I'm calling to inform you that you are Y/n Chong's emergency contact and she is currently in the hospital. She had a seizure in the store and she has a huge brain tumor. She's now in the icu on life support with a breathing tube.
Ma: umm thank you I'll be there soon
I'm trying to keep calm because I don't do well with crying in front of people. I walked inside to let them know I had to leave
Ma: im sorry but I have to go, my girlfriend is in the hospital
+ at the hospital
DL: good afternoon, welcome to grey Sloan memorial Hospital. How may I help you?
Ma: where can I find y/n Chong?
DL: umm she's in room 206 on the 2nd floor
Ma: thank you so much
