❝ 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ❞ - 𝐁𝐲 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 ✔

𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡

Breath - Sam Kim

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Wait.. Don't go.. Eomma.. I am sorry.. Just tell me what I have done wrong.. Please Eomaa I won't do it again. Don't go please.

"Ah you are such a burden. Why do you think that I will stay in this horrible place because of you?"

No. Please don't say this. Please. It's not my fault. Then why. Please. Don't. I won't be able to live without you mom.

"Leave me. I have to go. I don't have time for all this "

No.. No.. Please.. Don't go.. Please.. Don't leave me again.. I can't.. Why are you doing this to me..? What was my fault? Is it a sin to love your mother? Is it my fault for wanting my omma to stay with me?

Am I the horrible person here for being selfish?

"I Have To Go"

No... NOOOOO..

Don't.

I shouted while holding onto my pillow. It's this again. This dream. The more I wanna forget all this, the more it tries to reach me.

I could feel the light touch of the dried tears on my cheeks.

I tried to get up but couldn't.

Breath Suho. Breath. It's gonna be alright. It's okay to not be okay. Just forget all this.

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Ah I am late. I need to get ready or I'll be late.

After a while, I ate my breakfast and went outside the house.

"Finally you are here. What were you doing for so long? Did you sleep in again?"

I looked back to face the direction from which the voice came.

"Seojun-ah  I am sorry."

Oh this is my best friend, Han Seojun. We have been friends for 7 years. We knew each other from childhood but didn't really talk that much back then.

Let me tell you a little secret,

I love him.

And not as a best friend.

But he doesn't know that. I don't know how he'll react if he ever gets to know this. I am afraid he'll hate me.

Its been six years since I developed these feelings. Even Tae and Kookie noticed but he didn't.

Maybe it's probably because he doesn't see me as anyone more than a best friend.

Anyways, I am happy as long as I can be with him. Even if it's as a friend.

However, he doesn't know my truth and never will. I can never let him know. It will ruin everything. The darkness will shatter everything. It has always..

" Let's go. We will be late"

He held my wrist and started dragging me. I ran with him.

Bye.

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮"?