Kpop fluff/smut

Renhyuck (Angst)

Hyuck and Renjun get into a fight, Hyuck gets upset and locks himself in the bathroom and hurts himself.

Tw: Self harm, Blood ‼️

If you remember I did a w**chan one like this but deleted it because of that pig, anywayssss enjoy!

Hyuck and Renjun have been together for about a year now, they rarely fight but right now they were having a pretty bad fight.

Hyuck downloaded tinder as a joke but Renjun didn't find it funny and now he was upset and angry.

It was like hell right now, they were screaming, cussing, everything it was bad.

The other members didn't know what to do so Jeno just spoke up and told them they should go talk it out and sent them to their dorms.

Renjun was hurt, he couldn't believe Hyuck made a dating profile while they were together, it hurt.

Right now, Renjun and Hyuck were walking to their dorms about to fight it out when they got there.

Once they got to the dorms Renjun slammed the door once Hyuck was in and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Now do you want to tell me why the fuck you're on tinder? Why the fuck are you on a dating app when we have been together a year already?" Renjun said loudly making Hyuck's jaw clench.

"It was a fucking joke! I only did it because I wanted to see your reaction but after you overreacting like this just fucking forget it!" Hyuck screamed making Renjun's eyes water.

"How could you think this wouldn't hurt me? Joke or not Hyuck, you don't mess with something like that!" Renjun screamed back making Hyuck look astonished.

"It was for a fucking prank why are you so fucking offended and mad at me for? If you couldn't take a joke you could have just said that" Hyuck said looking at Renjun seeing the tears in his eyes.

"If this is what you wanted then I hope your fucking happy, Hyuck you can't mess with someone's feelings like that, that is not okay." Renjun said wiping away the tears that fell down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, it was a joke, I'm sorry I hurt your feelings but you can't just stay mad at me." Hyuck said with tears in his eyes.

"I don't care if it was a joke, what if roles were reversed? What if I did that to you? Wouldn't you be reacting like I am?" Renjun asked making Hyuck put it in perspective and just run into the bathroom.

"Hyuck wait" Renjun said feeling bad after everything he said.

Hyuck just slammed and locked the door grabbing his blade, rolling his sleeve up.

"Hyuck please just open the door and we'll talk about this." Renjun said knowing what he was about to do.

Hyuck didn't listen and just pressed the blade onto his wrist.

Renjun could hear his shaky breath and was starting to get worried.

"Hyuck please I'm sorry, just forget about the fight and come out please" Renjun said softly trying to think positively, he wasn't hurting himself, he was just upset and needed some time.

That's all.

Hyuck shut off all the noise and just cut into his arm, blood pouring down his arm.

Hyuck couldn't even feel the pain barely, it just felt good to him now, well it didn't but he thought he deserved it so yeah it felt good.

"Hyuck please open the door, if you don't open the door I will break it." Renjun said knowing exactly what he was doing.

Hyuck just continued to be in his mindset, he kept telling himself he was worthless and he deserved it but that wasn't true at all.

Renjun finally had enough and went and tried to find a key if he couldn't find one he would just pick lock it or break it down.

Renjun found a key and went to the door unlocking it seeing blood running down Hyuck's arms and legs.

"Oh my god baby" Renjun said rummaging through the cabinet looking for a first aid kit.

Hyuck snapped out of trace and saw what he did and started shaking and dropped his blade.

"I-I'm sorry" Hyuck said tears filling his eyes as he saw all the blood.

"Hey, don't look down just look as me, keep your eyes on me and take deep breaths" Renjun said grabbing some gauze and hydrogen peroxide to make sure the cuts didn't get infected.

Hyuck nodded and kept his eyes on Renjun.

"Good boy, are there any more cuts or just on your thighs and arms?" Renjun asked stopping the bleeding on his arms and moving down to his thighs.

"N-No that's all" Hyuck was still shaking and Renjun could tell, he was scared and upset and Renjun knew that.

"It's okay baby" Renjun said stopping the blood everywhere and grabbing the hydrogen peroxide.

"Now listen to me, this is going to burn, but it's to make sure they don't get infected okay? So I'm going to cover your mouth or I can put a washcloth over your mouth whichever one you prefer." Renjun said which made Hyuck take a deep breath and let it out know it had to be done.

"Just give me the washcloth" Hyuck said and put it in his own mouth giving Renjun his arms for him to clean.

"Just don't watch and don't be scared okay?" Renjun said and made sure Hyuck looked away before pouring the hydrogen peroxide on the cuts.

Once he did Hyuck made a hissing noise and he knew it hurt because Hyuck had tears in his eyes.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry" Renjun said putting a cold washcloth on it making it feel slightly better.

"I'm sorry baby I really am" Renjun said letting him take a minute.

Hyuck breathed through it and let Renjun just to get it over with.

Renjun just poured it over all the cuts everywhere everywhere making Hyuck scream into the washcloth and let a few tears fall down his cheeks.

"I know baby I'm sorry, I'm done I'm done." Renjun said drying them up and got Hyuck and took him to their bed.

"I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings or hurt you at all." Renjun said letting Hyuck lay on his chest.

"I-It's okay, I-I shouldn't have done what I did, so I'm also sorry." Hyuck said just laying down in Renjun's chest relaxing.

"Don't be sorry I overreacted. It's my fault we fought so don't apologize." Renjun said kissing Hyuck's forehead.

"Okay" Hyuck mumbled.

"I love you baby" Renjun mumbled and playing with Hyuck's hair.

"I love you too" Hyuck mumbled before falling asleep against his chest.

This was ass. There is no if ands or buts about it.