Sweet 16, 17 Fluffy happy darling days, Debut at 18, 19 getting ready to be an adult.
19 is an awkward state for me. Especially for the kind of person i am, one whose path is not yet drawn.
I am not sure what to do. I feel like dying because once I reach 20 adulthood is imminent.
People keep on asking but I have no answer.
I sing my songs to try and improve myself, I paint and draw but soon my head is blank and the canvas is pure white.
I don't know if this is the end of the road for me. But I hope not.
