twenty-eight

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second last chapter. the last chapter will be published today itself. 

dedicated to brokenwriter01 for her inspiring words!

twenty-eight: as i am

news to my future:

you'll soon have no voice

               ( i resent this skin, my body

               made out of wasteful tin, ain't no rhapsody;

there'll be such torture

you'll have no choice.

               (my body turned against me

               too soon, too fast; it was

               not a tragedy

              (i did not become a star, the sun

              or a constellation

            (i became this illusion;

           a trick of ventriloquism.

hopes bleed out; no bandage,

dreams crumpled at life's edge.

now i travel from head to head,

heavy with words that i never said,

heavy with hoarded love;

i am not mine, i am not yours;

only waiting for someone

to love me for as i am 

but not who i am.

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