•Sapnap's Sister• {Dream x Fem!Reader} •DISCONTINUED!!!•

*Gloomy*

TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, PANIC ATTACK, SWEARING
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•Sapnap's Sister• Part 2
(Dream x Reader)
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Y/N POV
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I Snap Out Of My Thoughts Right Before He Finally Lets Go.

"Don't Disrespect Me Again Kitten." (A/N: Bitch you learn how to respect! Jeez... the audacity...)

I Feel Weak. I Fall To The Ground. My Eyes Are Already Full Of Tears And My Mind Full Of Images And Flashbacks. My Knees Weak, I Try To Pull Myself Up Off The Hardwood Floor And Bring The Courage To Go To My Room, Which Is Upstairs.

This Is Going To Be A Long And Difficult Trek.

My Knees Go Limp Again So My Plan B Is Crawling. I Get To The Bottom Of The Stairs Without Him Seeing Me But He Heard My Pain As I Dragged Myself Up The Stairs And Winks At Me.

The Discomfort I Feel Brings Me Motivation To Hike Up The Remaining Stairs.

I Throw Open The Door To My Room In Agony And Plop Myself On The Bed. My Mind Wanders And I Start Hyperventilating.

Tears Roll Down My Warm Cheeks And I Squeeze My Eyes Shut As Fast As I Can.

I Barely Remember What Happened But I Think I Was Unconscious For A Hot Minute. When I Could Feel Again My Cheeks Were Tingly And My Body Was Numb.

I Rack Up The Energy To Stumble Into The Bathroom And Hold Myself Up On The Counter With My Arms. I Stare Into The Mirror And Think. Not Anything In Particular But Whatever It Is, I Need To Get My Mind Off Of It.

I Run Back Into My Room As Quickly As My Bruised Legs Could Go, And Plug My Headphones Into My Phone.

One Of My Favorite Songs To Listen To Is "Mask" By This Dream Guy, And Apparently He's A MCYT Like My Brother Sapnap, But My Life Is Too Busy To Watch Them And I Have No Energy.

I Close My Eyes But Hear A *Ping* Come From My Headphones. I Pick Up My Phone And See That 'YourMomIsOnMySide' Has Added Me On Instagram.

I Add Him Back And Laugh At The User.

"My friend went jumping naked in a bouncey house yesterday" He Typed Before Adding, "It was GeorgeNotClothed" (A/N: Ok.. So.. I asked my cousin what was the most random thing he can come up with and that's what he said! jnBNwbefein so we just went with it XD)

"Who the hell is that?! And why wasn't I invited?!"

I Replied With A Laughing Emoji And A Hand.

"You don't know GeorgeNotClothed? His clay balls were exposed 🙄" (DNF confirmed? XD)

I Almost Died Laughing, Which I Needed At The Moment.

"Wait... so yall fucked without me?! r u d e 🙄🤚🏻" I Added. I Was Laughing So Hard And My Stomach Hurt So Bad.

"No i'm pretty sure you were there too.. I think the alcohol got you." I Grinned Even Harder Before He Added "*cough* Lightweight*cough*"

BISH- This Mf Thinks I'm A Lightweight!?

OH HELL NAW