somersaults

vogue

i stretched my arms and legs out as i squinted my eyes open. i internally groaned when i realized i was no long sleeping on billies soft titties. she wasn't even in the room. i threw the covers off my naked body and ran to the her door. i peaked around the corner before tip toeing down the hallway to my room

the cold marble floor sent shivers down my spine as i gradually got closer. opening the door to my room, i scrunched my face up. the door was sooo loud! every inch i moved it, it creaked. i squeezed through the crack of the door and tip toed my way to the closet

"where have you been?" rose asked sitting up and getting off of the bed. she took off her silky eye mask and placed her hands on her hips like a disappointed mother

"nowhere" i answer still turned around with my ass faced her. i walked into the closet and put on one of my outfits

"i know you were with billie" rose said in a matter of fact voice. i tightened up my shoe laces and headed towards the bathroom

"i have no idea what you're talking about" i acted dumb folded. lines creased her face as irritation grew. she smacked the back of my head and followed me out of the room

"stop lying" ouch! i placed my hand over the spot where she hit me at and rubbed it. it was still aching from when i smacked it against the floor

"i was with billie" i admitted

"no shit, sherlock!" rose whispered harshly. i walked into the bathroom and glanced at myself in the mirror before applying light make up

rose stood there staring like a statue as if she had seen medusa's head. i shook off her gaze, "where's billie?"

she crossed her arms, "in a vogue interview, the girls and matty are downstairs watching it live"

"you're not mad are you?" i changed the subject

"no, it's not like my best friend is hiding things from me"

i turned away from the mirror, "i'm sorry, i only kept it a secret because i don't think billie wants people to know. everytime someone walks into a room and we're touching each other she backs away like i have the plague"

"maybe she backs away because you smell like caca" i rolled my eyes and laughed softly before designing my eyeliner. once i was done, i put my make up away before heading downstairs

i wasn't quite sure why but rose followed me around like a lost puppy. breakfast was made, so i grabbed a plate and picked the items i wanted before walking into the living with the rest of the girls

billie looked oh so perfect. her hair was styled like marilyn monroe's, and her silky pink dress complimented her figure as well as her beautiful frozen ocean eyes.

a piece of bacon entered my mouth as i watched justin beiber ask billie questions. the way she couldn't stop smiling when talking to him was beyond adorable. billie answered his question and the next person popped onto the t.v screen, dominic fike was his name

"my first question is when was the last time you did something for the first time?"

"ooh-hoo hoo" she laughed as if she was an owl. she glanced to the side before glancing back at him, "hi dominic i miss you. yikes, the answer is..." she began laughing "really explicit, so i'm not gonna answer with that" she responded before looking at the floor in thought

my cheeks became heated as a hot pink tint grew on my face, at the realization that she could have been talking about me. i wasnt sure if it was about me but what we did last night was ... very explicit.

"i went on a date for the first time yesterday" my eyes furrowed at her answer. now that i thought about it, billie had been gone for a couple hours yesterday when she was 'mad' at me at the arcade. i wasn't sure where she had went but a couple hours later she came back

i rolled my eyes and took out my phone as i walked out to the pool. i walked around the pool and to the glass fence that overlooked los angeles. it was beautiful. i stared at the view in awe before i scrolled through instagram which was a bad idea. there was a picture of billie wearing a black hoodie and skin tight shorts, she looked so damn good but there was a man alongside her with an ugly ass shit mustache. i scrolled through the pictures and saw shark walking with them as well. he was adorable

so this is the person she went to go see? over me? first of all men are a disease, second of all, he looks like troll, unbelievable. i scrolled through the comments and one mentioned his instagram

i clicked on it and his profile popped up. i looked through his profile and scrunched up my nose. if little dick energy was a person it would be him, he looks like he asks for feet pics. maybe it was the jealously talking but i still didn't like him not one bit

i turned my phone off and stared at the beautiful view in front of me. i closed my eyes and inhaled the fresh air before exhaling. slowly i began to feel my worries drift away