Ϝσɾҽʋҽɾ[On Hold]

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"Ghad bakit ngayon pa nandyan na ako eh" tanging yan ang mga salita na lumabas sa akin bago bumagsak ang aking katawan, i checked my pulse watch and wow 250, i barely can breath my chest are pumping up and down nonstop, i massage jimin and lisa on our gc just the three of us, and they replied their on their way.

at miles away i could clearly hear them from a distance just the two of them, as they reach on my directions.

lisa kneeled down and put the bags aside and opened it, that's my medkit for emergencies like this.

"salamat" tanging yan na lamang ang aking nasambit bago tumunog nang malakas ang aking pulse watch.
i just watched them panicked Jimin calling someone on his phone and Lisa she's the one holding the air pumper.

300 almost breakdown but i can do this. at the very moment, wala nang pigil at pumikit na ang aking mga mata everything went black i could barely hear them.

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Itinuloy na namin ang discussion about our club, tumawag sila Jimin at sinabing may emergency kaya hindi na sila makakabalik ni Lisa at kasama nila si Rosé, Why do i feel something's wrong nang dahil ba saakin o sakanya. Nevermind. hindi nya alam at hindi ko sinabi baka sa family nila.

"hey Joon you k?" tanong saakin ni Jhope as he taps my shoulders
"i'm good bro, pagod lng to" i only response with a smile, alam mo Hobi sa totoo lng hindi ako ok, gusto ko syang makita, i'm feeling unease when she's not around.

sana ok lng sya, ayoko syang guluhin o pilitin hindi ko sinabi kaya wala syang alam.

but i hope she's alright.
nagsusungit man ako sayo, palagi man tayong nagsasagutan pero lahat yon its just a show, ayokong sungitan ka ayokong magalit ka, pero kung yun lng yung paraan para mapansin mo ko pwes gagawin ko ang lahat para mabago lahat.

at malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita not a joke i'm serious.

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"is she awake?" tanging salita na lumabas sa bibig ko tanong ko sa doctor na kakalabas sa kanyang silid.
to be honest with you, si Lisa at Rosé hindi lng sila pinsan para saakin para ko na silang tunay na kapatid kaya i cannot afford to loose neither one of them.

"she's fine, bumalik na din sa normal yung pulse nya and by now let her rest, just make sure she will take her medicine on time, don't stress or pressure her lalong lalala ang lagay nya" the doctor response while handling us the test results sa kalagayan nya.

we thanked him and he excuses his self and left, as of now ok naman ang lagay nya, kaming dalawa lng ni Lisa ang nandito yung parents at mga kapatid nya nasa Korea sila inaayos yung mga kailangan for Rosé.

as i noticed nawala na sa sight ko si Lisa and i took a deep breath and slowly opened the doors, seeing her in that sight really breaks my heart, mahal ko sya sila ayoko syang nakikitang ganyan nahihirapan, nanghihina.

"Sé were here, please wake up i missed you already, hindi ako sanay na nakikita kang ganyan, i miss your smile, your pagsusungit, your laugh and you" narinig kong simbit ni Lisa as i head beside them, "Hi Sé, wake up soon ok just rest and take your time, ngayon ka lng makakapahinga nang ganto walang ingay, walang problema" i murmur while caressing her palms, tama si Lisa miss na namin sya pero kailangan nyang magpahinga.

we're going to stay here, natawagan na namin parents namin at nabalita na namin kila tita, hiniling nilang bantayan muna namin sya, na kahit hindi nila hingiin ay gagawin namin.

dumating ang parents ko with foods, fruits and our clothes mga two days kami dito kaya nagpadala na kami, were still thankful na kahit hindi namin masabi sa friends namin at least my masasandalan parin kami sa pagtulong sa kanya, a while later dumating na din parents ni Lisa, nagpatulong kami sakanila para maexcuse kaming tatlo in two days for classes and a day extension for Sé.