Present
6/10/21
1:06 am
(No music for you reader) uwu
I want to stop thinking about him. It hurts. I hate it so much. He doesn't like me, I've known that since we were little. So why does it hurt so bad that he loves him? I guess I'm jealous. I thought about something I haven't thought about in a long time. I was thinking about him and my mind just said "I want to die.". I don't know what to do. I cried, I was doing good. I hadn't thought that in a long time ig.
I came up with a special poem that would go in Nex's and Ben's letters. I decided that it would be called lovesick suicide. I don't exactly what it would be if I had to write it right now. But I know what topics I would want to be in it.
Including
Jealousy
Hopeless love
Greed
Love
Obsession
Friendship.
I don't know what to do anymore.
(167 words) completed 6/10/21 at 1:23 am.
