❝ 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ❞ - 𝐁𝐲 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 ✔

𝐒𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐃𝐚𝐲

Spring Day - BTS

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It felt like an eternity had passed.

I opened my eyes to be blinded by the light making it's way through the white curtains that danced with the wind making everything feel so peaceful...

I was lying in a white bed.. I looked at.. my wrist... It was bandaged neatly..

My body was covered with bandages all over and a warm blanket covered my body making me feel protected..

I am.. alive...

"You are finally awake.. I am glad.. "

I looked around to fix my gaze on that one person.

I wanted to say something but.. couldn't so I just hummed back..

All I could do was stare at him..

I have never been so glad in meeting a person again as I an right now..

That was all I could feel..

I was grateful.. that I was alive..

I don't want to leave him but that doesn't make things better.. My existence itself will hurt him..

In every way possible.

Being alive doesn't make the pain go away...

But I still wanna be with you..

Is it my selfishness for expecting things to be normal for once?

Can't I get a break?

I want us to be together but everything freaking gets in the way..

Everyone.. When will this... stop? When will they.. leave me alone..?

I know the pain of losing someone close to you.. And I am scared.. so scared to lose you.. Losing you means losing me.. I can't live with that guilt again..

You are the only person I can trust without feeling guilty..

You know it all..
You are my best friend...

You are the person I fell in love with..

It felt like he could read my mind like an open book waiting to be discovered leaving every word behind to move on and find out what it really means..

" It'll be okay.. You are not alone anymore.. I am here.. with you.. We will go through this together.. "

He will never know how much those words mean for me..

How much he means for me..

Thank you Seojun..

Even though it hurts..

" Don't leave me.. "

He hugged me with his strong arms..

"I wont ever bubba.. "

I blushed. B-bubba?

Did he just give me a.. nickname???

I couldn't hold back my smile..

He noticed and leaned his head towards me..

Wha-What i-is h-he doing?????

He leaned further.. I closed my eyes when I felt a warm feeling on my cheek...

I opened my eyes in shock to see him giggling..

He gave me a final peck on my forehead before leaving..

"I'll be back.. So wait for me.. "

What the fuck just happened?

" 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 "