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Chapter 4

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I was pretty sure we weren't going to talk for  a while but I'm sure it would be very awkward.....

Today i didn't have classes so I was free...i was scrolling through Instagram when i saw something...i was confused...i couldn't think right anymore...i needed to get to the bottom of it....

I went out of my dorm room... obviously furious ...i went to my usual cafe...got a cup of coffee and left for the library.... I didn't go to read ...of course i was super upset and i obviously knew who was behind it...i called....

"How dare you" i shot
"Took you long enough"
"What did i ever do to you...i know we aren't the best of friends but what ..."i said already sobbing
"You need to let loose it isn't something we haven't all seen before "...i ended the call

I got back to the dorm and fell asleep...i woke up and saw him in the room reading my book...
I grabbed it from him and walked back to my position...
"He calm"he smirked
"Why did you post that picture"

"You weren't even naked"....
I didn't want to fight further so i just left the matter in its state even though I was pretty mad

Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months ...we hadn't talked ...
"Move away" he said obviously drunk
Two girls followed him into the room and sat beside him....
"Go away "he said as he pushed the girls but not too hard that they would trip...
I ushered them out of the room so he won't get violent...
"Tony, Tony, Tony"
"What!!!"i screamed
"Come lie with me"
"You're not fucking serious are you?"i asked
"Im going to come over there if you don't"he said rolling off the bed...
I quickly rushed over to the bed and laid down with him but at arms length... although he won't let dat happen ...he kept on pulling closer...as he was about to sleep...
"You would go out with me tomorrow "
"Sure ... whatever"
"Promise you would no matter my attitude tomorrow"...
"Why do you want to go out with me anyway"
"Because I...."he said as he slept off...
"You what?"....
He's asleep ...great ....i said as i drifted off to sleep....

So im going to write in both Jax's and Tony's pov so u can Know what's going on in their minds...

Jax's pov
Today is the day ...im going out with Tony...am i falling for her... I don't understand what's going on...i couldn't be falling for her... she's just the new clothe in the closet that's why....

Tony's pov
I can't believe i accepted to go out with him after everything....
"Morning"i greeted
"Hey"
"I'll be a bit busy today"
"No you you won't... we're leaving now"...
"I have classes today..."

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"You know i have a classes today"
"Yes"...
"You're lucky I don't have a test today"
"Yes"
"Jax is very stupid and immature"
"Yes"
...." you're not even listening" i screamed...your taking me somewhere the least you could do is pay attention
"So..."
"Don't you say it"i shot
I obviously knew he was going to apologise ...why is he like dat ...

We got to a place called mid town bay....it was actually beautiful....im really excited....
"Come on" he ushered
We got down and he led me to the reserved place...how did he know....

"Get ready ... were swimming"
I nodded and he left....

I didn't take time to get ready but he obviously did ...i went searching for him even though the odds of me getting lost were a million to one...
I opened several doors till i saw him making out with some blonde chick....i should have known...he can't even control his urges ...let alone have some decency...he freaking brought me here ... I didn't want to converse with him so i just took a cab and left...

I began thinking in the cab why i felt hurt...i didn't feel anything for him...i know i didn't... he's not my type and i ain't his either...i mean he told me....my mind drifted off to the first time we kissed ....it was exhilarating...i never imagined i would like it soo such...i felt a fire ...a strong one burning through my throat to my lungs when we kissed....
Stop ...stop it... stop i cautioned myself...

When i got home i turned on the TV.... I didn't want to talk to anyone at that time...then i remembered that i needed to apologise to cole

"Cole...uhhm im really sorry for standing you up... something came up and trust me it wasn't intentional ...i half lie...can i  make it up to you tomorrow ?"
"It's alright...same time?"
"Yea"

Almost immediately after the call...Jax burst open the door...
"What the hell Tony"
I wasn't really in the mood to talk to him...i already know he has mental issues...he never thinks like a human being so arguing with him... especially in his present state of mind would be irrational...

"Tony" he said pulling me up and making me sit on the bed with his arms across mine
"Why'd you stand me up" he questioned
"Really....you can't stand someone dats already busy"
"What the hell are you talking about"
"The blond bitch"
He didn't utter anything else he just pulled me up and pushed me towards the wall...
He caressed my hair and stroked my chin with his long nails...it sent a tingling sensation down my spine...why does he keep doing this ....
He lifted me up and i crossed my legs around his waist...mow why did i so that i asked my self conscious....he started kissing my neck and went down...i want to stop...but i can't...what is wrong with me... what am i doing...why am i letting him do this to me ...as his hands roamed through my body i became numb...

"It was a mistake"...as i remember his words earlier i muster up courage to push him away...i could see the shock on his face.... he's probably never been rejected before...im soo ashamed I don't know wat to do at this point so i just sit down for a while ...he just stands there for some minutes before he sits down... doing all this looking at me... could he feel what im feeling right now?...

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