❝ 𝐒𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ❞ - 𝐁𝐲 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 ✔

𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

SUGA's Interlude - Halsey, Suga, BTS

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I hope he didn't notice anything..

I am trying so hard.. But I am scared to lose him..

I don't want something to happen to him..

I WOULD HAVE FUCKING KILLED THOSE ASSHOLES IF THEY WERE NOT HIS FAMILY!

FUCK.

They have been hurting him for so many years and yet he never tried to destroy them in return..

He cannot hurt anybody even if that person is trying to harm him.

That's the weakness of good people.

This world is just not made for them.

Good people end up with a bullet in their skull and a knife in their hearts.

But.. I need to protect him somehow..

I can't let him get hurt again...Damn it!

I still remember what happened that night..

I was just so glad to find him but I never expected him to.. be in that state..

I never knew his parents were FUCKING abusers! Damn it! I didn't know!

But it's still my fault for not being extra careful about him. This could have been avoided.

He was beaten so badly.. By his own family..

And then when he tried to.

Kill. Himself.

I still remember the bloody scene.. Suho on the floor crying.. With cuts vibrant on his wrists.. blood all over..

When he passed out, I wa- was so sc-scared.. I thought I had... lost.. him.. for a second..

But thankfully he was breathing..

I never expected him to do that..

To try to commit suicide.

I just-

It was my fault to let him go in that state... IT WAS MY FAULT!

UGH!

He must have been going through something.. Something so painful yet I.. couldn't anything..

Not even be there for him..

I am sorry..

I am sorry...

I can't hold on like this..

I broke down.

I am absolutely useless! Couldn't even protect someone important to me

DAMN IT!

This pain. It hurts too much...

I was holding it in for so long.. I didn't wanna break down in front of Suho.. because he needed me right now... I needed to be.. strong in front of him..

But I can't.. I am afraid to lose him..

I don't wanna lose him.. Please..

Don't take him away..

I can't lose him..

But I need to be strong..

No one can hurt him anymore..

I won't let them..

"I have taken care of them "

Even Han Seojun can play games very well if needed.. Since they wanted to play dirty, I gave them a taste of their own medicine..

They should have thought better than to hurt someone I care about..

They started this battle but I will end the war..

But since that's out of the way, I just have to be with Eun Woo for now.

I can't let him know what I did to his family.

But it's the only way I can protect you.

I am gonna be with you while you heal.

I wont let you go anymore.

So don't cry anymore.

" 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 "