When hate turns into love

8

Louis's POV:
All I see is dimmed lights and my head is spinning.
I'm trying not to fall but it's getting harder and harder.
I'm a little drunk and sweaty and I really want to fuck someone.
This party is horrible. So fucking boring!
Last time I saw Niall he took some girl into a room upstairs.
Zayn and Liam are talking quietly in a corner of the room.
And Harry.
He is dancing with some girl.
Jealousy is running through my veins.
I want this girl to never touch him again. Leave him alone you bitch.
I lost the control I've had over my body and suddenly I was walking towards the girl and Harry.
I pushed her off from him and Harry looked at me surprised.
"What are you doing?" He asked me.
What am I doing? I mean, why the hell did I just do that?
I looked at the floor, realizing what I did.
Harry isn't mine. Why did I do that?
"Hello? Louis?" Harry said.
"What? Oh. Umm.. sorry uh, shit. Fuck I don't know" I replied. Really smooth Louis. Really smooth.
Harry laughed "calm down boy".
I looked at his face, he was smiling at me.
The girl was no longer near us. Thank you bitch.
"You're drunk aren't you?" He asked me.
"Yeah" I breathed.
"Come on, I'll take you home" he said.
"No! No. Don't take me home. I want to stay here" I yelled at him.
He looked shocked and asked "Louis are you okay?"
"I'm fine. I just don't want to be home. I want to be drunk and not be home in my sadness" I spilled the words out.
Realizing what I just said, I almost fell on the floor but Harry caugh me.
"Shit, Louis" he said.
"Don't worry about me I'm okay" I mumbled.
You may be wondering why I told Harry I don't want to "be home in my sadness", well, the reason is I realized that I like Harry.
I can't like him. Not him. From all people, he is the one I can't have feelings for.
We hate each other, it'll never work.
So here I am. Drunk, sad, somehow a lot horny, in Harry's arms.
Harry looks beautiful as always.
"Can I kiss you?" I asked him.
"Yeah, of course" he answered.
I got up and connected my lips to his.
Slowly exploring his mouth with my tongue.
He moved his hands on the sides of my body and held me close to him.
I pulled back, still breathing a bit fast.
"I'm taking you home Louis. You need to be home" Harry said.
I looked at him.
"Please Harry" I begged.
"No. You need to go home Louis. I'll drive you back and you'll call me if you need me" he said.
I was shocked. He is nice to me. Why is he nice?
"Okay" I replied simply.
He drove me home and got me inside.
He helped me get into my bed and pulled the blanket over my body.
"Goodnight Louis. Call me if you need something" he said.
I didn't answer to him. I was too tired and drunk to respond.
I heard the door shut and fell asleep moments later.
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I woke up the next day feeling horrible and not even five minutes after, I to ran to the bathroom because my stomach was flipping and a minute after I was throwing up into the toilet.
I felt even more terrible after I realized that it was 4am and I didn't get enough sleep.
I drifted back to sleep only moments after.
I woke up on the toilet at 9am and got up to take a shower.
Slowly I washed my hair and body and brushed my teeth.
I felt horrible.
I changed my clothes from last night and sat on my bed.
I watched stories on Instagram and answered a few texts from Niall and Liam.
I did remember what happened yesterday. I didn't drink that much.
I was stupid enough for let Harry take me home.
Even more stupid for kiss him like that.
Even more stupid for coming to that party and spilling my feelings to Harry.
He will surely hate me even more now.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I like him, but I know I can't.
I can't have him and I don't want anyone else.
I don't want to kiss any other girl or boy. I don't want to date anyone else. I don't want to even think of anyone else.
But I also can't be with harry.
Having feelings for him is a torture, but somehow, I like it.
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This chapter is an absolute chaos lmao.
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