5 feet apart cuz they're not gay

I have crippling depression

[10:19 PM]

Private chat with Bowlingball and Flowerpot

Bowlingball: hey..

Flowerpot: hey

Bowlingball: I read the chat

Flowerpot: cool

Bowlingball: look Willow, I know you don't 100% trust me and I feel like its only 1% but I'm trying my best to be a good friend to everyone. They've all accepted me back and I just want you to accept me too... But I understand that it will take time with you too.. I just want to help or be a better person anyway that I can. You don't have to befriend me right away like everyone else did but I do hope we can be friends

Flowerpot: honestly Boscha. You put me through hell in high school. I already thought that it was weird after we encountered you here at Hex University, I felt like you were following all of us to just slither your way in our friend group. After your whole apology and explaining your shitty parents then everyone saying it's okay to be in our group, I had mega doubts. But since everyone said to be in our friend group I couldn't really say anything.. I felt like my opinion didn't matter and the fact that you keep trying to talk to me or even hangout scared me to death... I thought you were going to do what you did back in high school and i was terrified.. I honestly don't want to be around you until you can actually prove that you aren't the old Boscha.

Bowlingball: ...

Bowlingball: Willow I.. I'm truly sorry for EVERYTHING I did to you... That old me was a monster. I don't even know who that person was back in high school.. but I'm trying my damn hardest to change, to change for you and myself..

Bowlingball: I never told the gang or you but.. I think I have severe bi-polar and it's getting worse everyday... I don't know how to control it or make it better but I'm scared that I'm going to hurt you again...

Flowerpot: Boscha... Why didn't you say anything???

Bowlingball: because it wasn't relevant at the time.. I basically gave you my problems but worse.. I traumatized you and I can't ever forgive myself for that

Flowerpot: Boscha you need help..

Bowlingball: don't we all?

Flowerpot: Boscha.

Bowlingball: sorry..

Flowerpot: let's try to get you some help, let's both get help for our shit

Bowlingball: like a couple therapist??

Flowerpot: wtf no

Bowlingball: sorry had to mess with ya

Flowerpot: such a dork

Bowlingball: ;P

Flowerpot: let's just go with a regular therapist

Bowlingball: yeah... Can you come with me to my sessions..? If that's cool with you...

Flowerpot: will you come with me to mine..?

Bowlingball: of course flowers

Flowerpot: then yes i will

Bowlingball: Luz and Gus were right

Flowerpot: hm???

Bowlingball: you really are the strongest person ❤

Flowerpot: psssh

Bowlingball: you are Willow and I envy you

Flowerpot: honestly I just try to push my problems away and move on but ig my problems are catching up to me

Bowlingball: we can work through it together

Flowerpot: right ❤

Bowlingball: ....

Flowerpot: what's wrong??

Bowlingball: can I see you..?

Flowerpot: ...

Flowerpot: try not to wake up Luz and Gus

Bowlingball: alright ❤