What Are We? [ TAEKOOK ]

Chapter IX

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JUNGKOOK'S POV

It's been 6 months now that Taehyung was missing. His mom was worried sick.

At first, she thought that maybe he just left and went abroad like he used to do. But after 4 months without news, she started to doubt.

She  felt as a mom that her son was in danger. That something bad happened to him.

Me, personnaly, I prefered that he left than he got kidnapped or something.

I always thought that this letter was weird. As if he wrote in with pressure. Like he had to.

But what would push him to do that ? I mean, he would tell me if he had problems right ? I couldn't understand at all.

I was on my bed checking some files. I sighed and lied my head back down. My head started to hurt.

JK:  I'm so tireeeed..

I stood up and was about to put the files in one of the drawers of my desk when I noticed that Hansung's diary was inside.

Actually,Hoseok gave it to me thinking hardly that I was Wanji.

This guy, seriously.

I put down the the files and took it. I stared at it a moment and blew at it. That was covered of dust.

I went sitting on the bed and opened it.

I started to read.

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JEOSEON DYNASTIE

HANSUNG'S POV

Wanji started to act very strangely those days. He is abscent. Every morning, He wake up frustrated.

I don't know what dreams he is doing but it seems like his dreams are very special. I wonder what?

Plus, he became a little bit distant after we went to his grandmother.

I was looking at him throught the window. He looked so focused on his painting.

I went to him and stood up behind him.

Then, I saw that he was painting himself.

HS:  Isn't it you ?

He flinched by my voice.

WJ:  Ah ?yeah...

HS:  Why are you painting yourself ?

WJ:  It's just that I wanted to.

HS:  Oooo. Okay.

I didn't ask more and went buying some vegetables for the dinner. Still, I was a little bit curious.

When I came back at the house, Wanji was reading a letter near the door.

HS:  What is it ?

He looked at me. I could see in his eyes that something was off. He seemed worried.

HS:  Wae ? Are you okay ?

WJ: It's my mom.. my friend Mary( Lisa ) sent me this. She is saying that my mother is very sick. I have to come back home.

My eyes widen. He was about to leave me here alone..

HS:  Ah ? And.. w-when will you leave ?

WJ:  As soon as possible. This afternoon maybe. I think there's a boat which will leave.

I felt my tears coming. But I just looked down and smiled. I don't know if he noticed it or not. Maybe not.

I went to the kitchen and cut the carots while my mind was eslewhere.