Best Friend || Tommy

Part 21

Hey so there is name calling and mentions of suicide, let me know if there's any triggers I need to add that I may have not notice, love y'all! <3

Monday

"Aaron, wake up. School" Clay shakes me awake since I didn't set an alarm

"Yeah, ok" I sit up, when I have to get up for school I don't stretch and wait to wake up; I just go on auto pilot

"I'll drop you off on the way to the new house; still getting stuff set up" he fills me in

"Ok" is all I can say since I'm fucking tired and scared, getting dressed; I don't try hard, people are gonna hate me anyways so what's the point

"You ok?" He asks me

"Yeah" I give him the same forced smile and the same answer I always do; I still don't know how I am

I didn't get a text from Tommy this morning because he's probably not awake; he does online school, but I still text him "good morning <3" and move on

It's 6:15 so it's 11 for him, he may be awake; probably busy

"Let's go, you can get breakfast at the lobby" Clay tells me, checking his watch

"Geez, so pushy this morning" I joke

"Shut up" he laughs, but not a lot because it's so early this morning

When we go into the elevator I feel hungry and sick at the same time so I don't think I'm gonna eat

"You want food?" He asks as I start leaving the hotel

"Nah, I'll eat lunch at school" I tell him

"Ok, let's go" he smiles and we hop in the car, listening to the radio to fill the silence

When we arrive that the huge high school my feet go numb, I feel like the new kid at school but instead I've been here and everyone hates me anyways

"Hey" Clay says, getting my attention, "it'll be ok, text me if you need anything" he smiles at me

I force on a smile and tell him ok before stepping out of the car

Instantly I want to shrivel up and die. I'm so scared. I just keep my head down and walk the familiar halls to my locker that hasn't been used for 2 weeks; a lot has happened since then.

When I open the locker there's literally 20 notes, what the fuck.

"Whore"
"Slut"
"Home wrecker"
"Bitch"
"Fuck up"
"Just kys already"
"No body would notice if you're gone"
"No one loves you"
"Gold digger"
"You don't deserve fame"
"User"
"Fake"
And so on

I feel my eyes brim with tears, but quickly push them down, Tommy says he loves me, Clay loves me, Will loves me, Tubbo loves me. I repeat this over and over while I walk to class

The boys love me

They use you for clout

Shut up. No they don't

Then why does everyone at school hate you

They're immature. The guys love me

Sure. You're to much of a coward to realize it

Why am I conversing with my thoughts.

I sit in my desk and some on the students turn their head, whispers start all over and I want to sink deeper into my seat. Instead I pull out my phone

<3 Child (•̀ᴗ•́)و

Hey

Oh hey, sorry I didn't respond to your good morning message