Part 22

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TW- Bullying, Self Harm, Mentions of Suicide (y'all are loved my guys, gals, and pals!)

It's been a month.

I haven't told anyone about the bullying, which has only gotten worse.

Everyone has gotten bolder; yelling more, cussing, pushing, shoving, pouring water at me, the social media has gotten worse. The stalker-y pictures of me leaving the hotel or crying are becoming an abundance.

I don't go outside anymore, we've moved into the new house but I haven't decorated. I don't go to the store anymore, when I go to school I wear hoodies and long pants. When I'm outside I walk fast with my head down

The cat calls have also made me wear baggier clothes and not go out much. They never bothered me much before but now I'm not surrounded by people who would protect me

Like when Tommy told off that dick head at the skate shop

Tommy's the only thing that brings me joy, of course he always says good morning and goodnight but he's been vlogging so much that we don't FaceTime as much as normal.

I love him so much, he and Clay are the only things keeping me from killing my self right now.

I've started cutting more, sleeping more, eating less, singing less.

I haven't streamed or posted on my social, the last thing I posted was that I was taking a break for school since finals were coming up.

They believed me.

I haven't talked to Tubbo much, or Will. Anytime they ask about me I just say I'm busy with school. Wilbur wasn't as easily fooled but I got there with him.

A/N- little time passer, sorry for the later chapter! I'm posting two tonight to make up for it <3!

Word Count- 268

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