" I'm not worried about you for your sake. If's for myself. It's because I want to escape my own fear that I'm anxious for you. There are so many things I don't understand... but how frightened I'd be if I were to lose you... That alone I understand perfectly. Maybe more than anybody... Losing you is the thing I'm most frightened of . I want to totally make sure that you never go away . Laugh at me and mock me if you want... But that's how I really feel . " - Shion
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Nezumi stared at his reflection from the other side train window .
" How did it arrive to here again ? "
He questions himself mentally .
Oh yea . That time .
It was in middle school , there was a new student in his class .
" I'm Shion . "
He didn't know why but , he felt soft towards this man . There was really something in him .
' Shion ' sat down in the chair beside him , greeting him with a smile .
" I'm Shion , You? "
He stared at him for a moment , chin resting in his back palm , eyes filled with nothing .
" Nezumi . "
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After dismissal , he opened the library that he marked his , since no one goes there . Seriously .
Only to be surprised .
There in the table he usually stays at was new kid , Shion .
What's more was that he was reading the classics .
Sitting beside the white haired man , he looks at him .
He was really something... unique .
He continued staring until he realized that Shion didn't notice him .
" Oi . "
Shion almost fell from his chair , luckily Nezumi manage to catch the chair .
Sighing , he glared at him in which he returned with a grin .
" Nezumi-san ! "
Smacking him at the head , he winced .
" Stupid . We're at the library , be quite . "
Shion smiled gently again , rubbing the back of his head .
" You think everything's stupid . "
Raising an brow , Nezumi became curious .
" What makes you say that . "
Shion started to tell a story about it .
It was during lunch time , Dogkeeper ran to him .
" Oi . Rat . "
" What ? "
Dogkeeper grinned more that it almost looks like a smirk.
" You seem to have a soft spot about the new kid , no? . "
Bullseye. Staring at her as if she was mad , Nezumi shakes his head sighing , and dusting the dirt of his blue school coat .
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