How You Know You're Falling

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~Bonnie's P.O.V.~

How did I know I was falling? Because I had never seen someone so vulnerable look so beautiful. The tears she had made her eyes shine brighter. Her slight shaking made her hair quiver and move gently. It's not that I wished to see her like this, it was just that i understood what people meant that you love them at their best and their worst. This was her worst. This was her rock bottom. I had just witnessed it. And now the desire to never let go, burned deeper in my being. It was the little things she did. Her little smiles. Her little chuckles. Everything she was and will ever be. It draws me to her in unexplained ways and it scared me. It scared me because I hadn't even known her for a month and I was feeling like this towards her. I threw my arms around her.

"I love you though." I whispered into her ear and I felt her freeze up. Her eyes were wide and brimmed with tears as she looked up at me. Then a look of pain filled her gaze as she looked away.

"You don't have to do this Bon." She whispered simply.

"Do what?" I didn't know what she meant by that. I didn't have to love her? I already did and as harsh as it sounds, I didn't have a choice. She's the one that made me fall for her by simply being her. Besides even if I did have a choice, I would still be here. By her side.

"You don't have to pretend you love me." She said it as if it had happened many times before and I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.

"I would never pretend about something like this. I love you. That's the end of it. There's no ifs ands or buts." I stated firmly. I needed her to understand that this wasn't a pity party, this was what I felt. If she didn't feel the same I don't know what I'd do. All I know is that she needed me right now. The next thing she stated, made my heart melt.

"I love you too." It was barely above a whisper but it still filled me with joy. I clung on tighter. She wrapped her arms around me gently. She rested her head between my shoulder and neck and took in a deep breath. It tickled and sent shivers down my spine at the same time. She smiled against me. I stroked her hair. She began to plant small kisses on my collarbone and I let out a small squeal that I didn't know I was capable of. I could feel my core heating up as my breathing became harder to control. I could feel her hot breath against my skin, she was having trouble controlling herself as well. She flipped is so she was ontop of my and slid her hand up my shirt, her fingers tracing the bottom edge of my bra. She moved back up and kisses me hard which I gladly returned. Just as she was about to reach under my bra, there was a knock on the door.

(A/N: I'm such a tease xD anyways. Please check out my new story Vauseman One-Shots. Trust me, you'll fall in love with them just like you did bubbline. They're from Orange is the New Black. Watch that show, like, fo real. Bye bye!)

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