Am I even enjoying the life I'm living anymore? Nevermind, I don't wanna know.
Is there anyone out there? Or am I alone? It wouldn't make a difference.
Fuck, I sound like an emo thriteen year old boy. I have friends. I have some family that don't hate me. Why do I feel like this? Do I want to know why I feel like this? I'll probably get some awful answer like cancer. Does cancer cause shit like this? I don't wanna know.
God, I don't wanna know anything. I wanna live my life blind if that means I don't have to feel like this.
I feel like barfing, but my throat is so dry. Can I make this all stop?
Do I even want it to stop? It makes the way out a lot easier.
AN
-GROOVYLADY
