this is going to be a nice sweet book because i don't like when much drama happens so just a lil drama also there will be some smut just not detailed and i will try not to put it in because eva and anna don't like being shipped but i know that's wha...
a/n i'm posting this so i don't leave y'all on a cliffhanger ⚠️suicidal thoughts and maybe self harm⚠️
anna pov eva said tearing up "anna..
(scroll slowly) ;)
not yet so close though ;)
..i-i-i don't know if can i'm not out to my family at all maybe we should wait til i'm out atleast i'm so sorry bu-"
i said sobbing "don't even say it just go get an uber i don't want to see you right now i thought you loved me" i yelled as i was getting in my car
eva pov i just got yelled at by the love of my life as so i thought the love of my life i should have said yes why did i not say yes
i just called an uber after about 5 mins they pulled up i gave them the house address i just straight to my room once i got home then went to my bathroom and found some razor blades and sat on the bathroom floor screaming at myself because i'm so stupid for pushing anna the anna shumate away i'm so messed up for saying no i can't be alive anymore i can't be around anna anymore i just need to leave because i just broke a beautiful soul
i took the razor blade to my thigh and kept thinking should i do this or should i go talk to anna maybe i should do it then go to anna no no i can't i'm just gonna to anna because if she sees my like this she'll like kill me or some like that haha
i put the blade down threw it away and all of them away so i don't have to see them again or think of this again
anna pov i got in my car and drove to the house almost crashing like twice from crying so hard because of eva but i want to hate her i just can't she just cared for the little things remember littles things about me too and i tried just tried to help her but once i got home i went to sab she looked so worried for me i just balled my eyes out to hear just crying no talking you could hear so waited til i calmed down and just ask what happened i told her everything and just calmed me down and then i went to my room and watch pitch perfect because it is my comfort movie then i heard a knock knowing it was going to be eva
a: go away eva you hurt me
e: anna no i need your help because i almost hurt myself i just need to explain to you
a: ok fine you have 5 minutes to talk
e: ok anna listen i only said no because my parents i need to tell them first and second i am so so sorry that i didn't explain before i said no to you but it's for the best right now but i want you to promise that we will get together in the future just not now because i need my parents to know i'm bi ok i love you bub
a: no no don't be sorry it's my fault i didn't let you explain why you said no i was just mad because i thought you were going to say yes but i get what youre trying to say if youre ready now how about you facetime your parents and i'll be right here holding your hand while you tell them just so you know i love you bubba
e: thank you bub
eva pov "i'm ready" i say to anna confidently "ok bub i'm right here" anna said softly to make sure i'm ok
the phone starts ringing after about 4 rings my dad answer with my mom next to him
e: mom dad i have something to tell you
e/d: go ahead honey
e: well you see i'm bisexual and i'm talking to a girl please don't be mad *eva starts to tear up a little*
e/m: honey first off i already knew you like girls but i support you and who is this girl you're talking to honey?
*eva looks at anna giving her a go ahead look*
a: hi mr and mrs cudmore i'm anna shumate i'm the perosn talking to your beautiful daughter
e/d: ohh please i see the way eva looks at you call me and evas mom, mom and dad please it's the least we can do for you
a: ok mr- ohh i mean dad well we have to go but i just wanted to be hear to make sure you except my little eva
e: yes thank you mom and dad for excepting me i love you both
e/d/m: ok bye i love you two !
e: thank you bub for forgiving me i love you *eva pulls anna in a long tight hug*
a: i love you too bubba i'm sorry for that but let's go to bed it's really late like 2:49 am late
e: ok boon let's go to bed *they fall asleep cuddling*
a/n omg everyone i actually updated quickly and ALSO DID YOU GUYS SEE ANNAS INSTA STORY
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