Love of Forts

Revealing my secret

I open my eyes and I was in jail cell I completely forgot what happen to me

Get up the officer said

He put cold cuffs on my hands

He walked to the visiting

I sat between the glass my parents sat

How you holding up Justin asked

Teared sad I said

Brent stop by and some choice words for me Justin said

What did he do this time I said

He told me that he wants to beat you up for protecting his sister Justin said

Good I said

We're taking you home Britney said

Yes finally I said

The officer let me out of the visitor area as my parents hugged me

My parents drove me home

I entered the house

I sat at the dinner table

My parents gathered around me

We're sorry that we didn't take Clara thing serious Britney said

I bet if you actually listen to me she wouldn't be dead I said

Don't put the death of your friend on your parents my mom snapped at me

It was preventable I said

All death is preventable Justin said

Her could of be stopped I said crying

Your still raw from the death your in denial about what happen Justin said

You don't think I know that I said stomping up the stairs

Kelsey I didn't mean to say that Justin yelled up the stairs

Right you just don't know how much this hurts I said slamming my door slid down the wall and sobbed harder

I grabbed my razor as I cut deeper into my wrist as I sobbed harder

Open the door Justin yelled

I moved my body as he stepped in my room

You attempting suicide? Justin asked

I don't want to be on earth anymore I said

Come on Justin said grabbing my freshly cut wrist

Owww I yelled

To bad Justin said

He forced into the car and drove to my church

Where am I going? I asked

Confession Justin said

You can't force me I said

I'm doing it Justin said

We walked on the church

Pastor Jesse Justin said

Hello how can I help Pastor Jesse asked

My daughter has lost her mind she needs her pastor Justin said

Okay I can talk with her Pastor Jesse said

Kelsey POV

I sat on the pew

Why you feel so broken Pastor Jesse asked me

I don't want to talk about it I said

I can't tell them because it called the seal of confession Pastor Jesse said leaning in closer

When I was injured I was hooked up on drugs. My drug dealer raped me when I didn't perform sexual things on him. Then soon after I got pregnant and I choose to get an abortion I said crying finally letting the weight off my shoulder

He placed a hand on my arm

Come to my youth meeting tomorrow night Pastor Jesse said

I can't tomorrow Clara wake I said

That's right I forgot Pastor Jesse

You forgot about a wake for a girl who kill her self wow what pathetic person can you be I said

I forget things Pastor Jesse said

How do you forget about a girl who was sexually molested by her brother I said

I never knew that Pastor Jesse said

Did her parents ever tell you? I asked

Nope I saw them at mass but I did see mental breakdown in Clara Pastor Jesse said

Why didn't you step in I asked

I'm not the authorities to do that Pastor Jesse

That the shit I had deal with you are someone who I trust tell you my secret what if I told I attempted suicide or I self harm I said

I would report that Pastor Jesse

You can't report when a kid is begin sexually molested by her brother I said

I know I made a piss poor discussion Pastor Jesse said

Now someone is dead because this community failed Clara I said

I know I totally understand that your frustrated I would be too Pastor Jesse said

No you don't fucking understand you just saying that to look to this pathetic community who failed a teen who was broken and was asking for help but no not even you help her I mean just sick to think about I said

I'm saying that her parents abandoned her and left her with there brother Pastor Jesse finally admits to me as tears slowly fall down my face

What? I said

I walked out of the church and went to wake they were having for Clara

Stop this now I screamed

I walked to the parents of Clara

Look what you did to your daughter I yelled

What did we do? Her mom said

Don't play stupid you abandoned your little girl left her with that psychopath who raped her I said

I never did that Brent said

Shut up she told me everything because no one in this family would listen to her I said

You can't tell us how to parent the father said

I will because your baby girl is dead because you didn't do anything to help her I'm sorry I'm doing this now but I think you need to know the truth about your daughter I said

What other secrets did she reveal to you the father said

She told me she would sleep with her door locked because she would be terrified that her older brother who sexually molested her in her sleep I said

She just trying to get attention Brent said

I walked over to her

Why do you think she fucking dead because she was hurt by the only person she trusted you think it's funny don't you which is sick to in the head for real I said

The police moved in

Stand up Brent Patrick said

You're arresting me for what

For raping your sister Patrick said pinning him to the wall

They took him away