Grow My Own Boyfriend [J.WY & C.S]

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After a long rest back at the hotel, the two boys find themselves at the beach, like what San had suggested earlier in the afternoon. The two were just walking side by side, waves crashing up to their feet, toes buried in the rough texture of the sand and hands slightly brushing each other's from time to time, with no courage to man up and hold it tight. 

The sea breeze made their hair sway in different directions, blocking their vision and the sunset added a natural glow to the faces of people who were also at the beach. The sounds of the waves crashing served as comfort to the ears and the sunset added a tinge of serenity. Both of them walked in comfortable silence, stealing glances whenever possible, pink hues painted their cheeks once they get caught. 

"So, what's the reason that you brought me out here?" Wooyoung speaks up after moments of silence, turning to look at the older. They were now seated at one spot near the shore, both looking out to the horizon and appreciating the scenery. 

Wooyoung could feel that San was nervous, as he could feel his shoulders tense up at the question. "U-uhm, y-you see.. God, this is harder than I thought it would be." The older sighs, and the younger just tilts his heads to one side in confusion. 

"Wanna know the reason why I brought you on this trip?" San finally tries again after collecting himself. Wooyoung nods, signaling for the older to continue. The older takes a deep breath before continuing, "I could've brought everyone on this trip but the reason why I brought you along was because I wanted to spend time with you. Just you and I alone." San finally makes eye contact with the younger, and takes a good look at the deep brown orbs that he knew sparkled and held the entire universe. 

"To put it really simply, I-I like you Wooyoung-ah. I really like you a whole lot. I don't know why it  took me a whole year to finally say this to you, but I guess I was scared of ruining whatever we had a-and I didn't want that so I just kept quiet. Like, how can I not like you? You're always there for me during my ups and downs, your presence just calms me down and it makes me feel happy and at ease. I-I understand if you find this weird or you wanna stop talking to me or whatever but I just wanted to let you kno-" 

"You're such an idiot, you know that?" Wooyoung cuts San off in the middle of his rambling and looks at the older with the softest smile. "W-what do you mean?" 

"How mean of you to think that I'll break our friendship when you haven't even heard what my thoughts are." Wooyoung pouts. "I like you a whole lot too, dumbass." 

Eyes wide, San huffs out, "Y-you're kidding." 

"Do you want me to be kidding?" 

"No please, God no." 

Wooyoung chuckles. "I'm not kidding. I wanted to confess too, but I guess you beat me to it." 

"Damn, I can't believe this is happening." San voices his thoughts out loud and freezes in his spot when Wooyoung kisses him on the cheek. "A little more believable now?" Wooyoung teases with a cheeky smile etched on his lips. 

After a few more playful pecks on the cheek and thunderous heartbeats, the two made their way back to the hotel, content and relief filling their hearts. As soon as they reached, Wooyoung requested to freshen up first to which San agrees, as he sat down on his bed trying to convince himself that whatever just happened wasn't a dream. 

"San? I'm done, you can head in now." Wooyoung's voice snaps him back to reality and he blinks hard as he processes what he heard. "O-oh yeah, okay. Thanks." 

San took a quick shower inclusive of completing his night routine before heading to bed. To his surprise, Wooyoung was sitting on his bed with a small wrapped box on his lap. 

"Young-ah? What are you doing?" The younger's head shot up hearing San's voice and smiled while patting the space beside him. San does what he's told while still drying his hair with the towel. 

"Remember the present I talked about? It's for you. You can open it." San takes the box out of his hands and opens it, revealing the younger's grow a boyfriend toy. 

"What's the grow a boyfriend doing in here?" San questions, confusion evident on his face. 

"You know how when you first came in I was seventh-wheeling? And then when you saw this when you came over for the first time I said that it was a joke given by the boys because I was single?" San nods. "Since I have you now, I don't need it anymore."

It was silent for a moment before San hugs the younger tight all of a sudden. "Yes, yes, yes. Let me be your personal grow a boyfriend, whatever it is. I'm all yours, and we can grow together." 

Wooyoung hugs the older back, wrapping his arms around his waist and rocking them sideways. "How'd you know I was about to ask you to be my boyfriend?" San pulls away, arms still around his neck. "Babe, if that ain't it, what else could it be?" 

Wooyoung rolled his eyes playfully and buried his face in San's neck, but San chuckles and adores the rosy pink dusting on his cheeks. "Babe, you're literally the one who indirectly asked me to be your boyfriend and you're getting red because of a pet name?" 

"Shut up." Wooyoung playfully pinched San's side and yelps when San pushed him onto the bed, the two now closely facing each other. 

"Can I?" San asks breathily, looking straight in Wooyoung's eyes, hopeful yet careful, not wanting to cross over any uncomfortable boundaries. Wooyoung nods, and melts into the embrace of the older as soon as he placed his lips on his. 

San was gentle, not wanting to rush and sighs into the kiss, content and glad that something he wished to do in such a long time was finally happening. He cups the younger's face, trying to deepen the kiss where the younger eagerly responds, smiling into the kiss. Wooyoung's lips were plump and tasted like the strawberry gloss that he put on prior. San's lips were soft and so fucking kissable, just like how the younger thought it would be. 

Although wanting to bask themselves in the moment longer, air was still an important element to survival and they reluctantly pulled away with wide smiles plastered on their faces as they held each other close through the night. 

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wow,, i managed to write this in one sitting :") THEY FINALLY KISSED alfsgrsjlk damn it took me 20 chapters to get here lmao im so sorry guys. anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter that i finished writing at 2:40 am :) i also just realised that this is probably the longest chapter in this book ahaha woops but yes i hope you guys have a lovely day ahead and stay safe! xx